getting closer - m.yg fan fiction ❦

i just cant.

or so you thought. it was later that day and you where exhausted and you kept forgetting about the whole baby incident.

you loved the boys more than anything. so you went out to the balcony where yoongi had his earphones in. he was working on some new music and thinking of lyrics. you went and sat on the chair next to his and pulled out one of his earphones softly, you put a hand on his and looked him in the eyes

"we need to talk about something... and it's serious."

yoongis heart dropped, he thought you where mad at him

"have i done something wrong?"

his eyes looked like they had tears in them. it broke you.

"no baby. of course not."

a single tear rolled down your cheek as you squeezed yoongis hand..

"when i was in hospital, i was told that i was supposed to have a baby, but i had no idea, i was only a few weeks in and it was too obvious to physically tell. but, we lost it in the fall, i'm sorry..."

yoongi was lost. he looked out into the distance and took a deep breath.

"i need some space..."

you nodded, trying not to cry even more, you sat up and headed to the door, before reaching out your hand for the door handle you looked at yoongi

"i love you."

he scoffed

"yep"

your heart shattered into a million pieces. but you knew this is how he acted when he was upset or mad. you walked in to the kitchen to find jungkook. you found him after 10 minutes. you found him with the other six boys in the practice room. you walked in, you still had tears running down your face and you ran straight into jungkooks arms, he rapped his arms around you as you fell into his comfort, he used one of his hands to stroke your hair, he let you let it out for a few seconds before grabbing your chin and pulling your head up to face him.

"come sit.."

you sat down on a chair in the corner of the practice room. the boys where surrounding you on the floor and you told them everything.

then yoongi walked in

"y/n can i talk to you for a second?.."

you wiped your tears and got up to follow him, the boys where all watching you get up and walk over to yoongi.

yoongi pulled you all the way to your room, where he placed you on your bed.

"i'm sorry for the way i acted earlier. i was upset. but i've realised that it's not your fault. i'm sorry if i put you under pressure ever, i understand you're young and it wouldve been hard anyway but of course with this.. it leaves us, as a couple. i think we should take a break."

you where speechless. did he really just say that?

"what about the marriage? what about the fans? what about the boys?"

he sighed.

"we're going to have to call off the wedding all together. if we end up together, and i change my mind. i'll re propose and i'll do it properly. with the fans, we'll have to act as if we're dating around cameras and in public. i'm sorry to do this to you y/n. but i feel like it's best."

you nodded

"i'll stay in jungkooks room... i'll move my stuff..."

you stood up slowly

"i've already done it..."

you looked back at him and slowly nodded.

you walked out and broke into tears. you slid your back down the wall just out the front of the door. you ended up on the floor, cradling into your legs and absolutely broken.
yoongi was crying from his room aswell

neither of yous wanted that to happen. but you both felt it would have been right..

AUTHORS NOTE
hi lol, sorry for the hiatus from writing. i've been working on a youtube fan fiction (my youtube is yoongissnackbox) so i haven't had any time to write. i hope you enjoy this little twist ;)