getting closer - m.yg fan fiction ❦

trouble

"dad."

yoongi looked into your eyes. he knew you where angry.

"you haven't forgotten about me have you my favourite murderer of a child."

you cleared your throat. was he going to tell yoongi? no... it happened years ago...

"who's this?"

yoongi took a step forward

"i'm yoongi."

your father scoffed

"please don't tell me you're with this piece of shit yoongi. you deserve better. no one deserves her. she's a pig."

yoongi was fuming. he swung at your dad causing him to fall to the ground. he stood back up then pulled out a gun. you where angry. he was going to shoot yoongi. you jumped over to your dad and started throwing punches at his face. his face was bleeding like crazy. you grabbed his gun and pulled the trigger... you couldn't let him tell yoongi. you realised what you just did and dropped the gun. you ran outside and sat on the stairs that where just out of rosés door. you cuddled your legs and started crying. you didn't understand why you where so upset. this wasn't the first..or second..or third..or fourth, then it hit you. you've killed so many people and no one but your parents know about it. you where a terrible person.. next thing you knew you felt a pair of warm arms cuddle you. you where a sobbing mess. you couldn't talk properly because you where crying so much, you where shaking like crazy and you didn't know what to do. you just killed someone. who are you kidding, you didn't kill someone, you killed your own father!! wow.

"it's okay... i got you.. i got you..."

yoongi said while pulling you into his chest. you felt at home again, until you realised you had to get your fathers gun and go. yoongi went and got the gun so you didn't have to face what you've just done. after a bit he came out with the gun wrapped in one of the plastic bags from rosés cupboard.

"come on let's go get food and then go home.."

so that's exactly what you did. you both went and got food and headed back home, only to be greeted by the rest of the boys. you where still off by a mile. you weren't smiling, laughing, talking or anything. you where just silent. the boys knew something was up so they shot a glance at yoongi, yoongi gave them a glance back as if to say don't ask.

they did exactly that. they didn't question your behaviour or the way you where acting.

"can we watch a movie?"

jungkook asked the group.

"uh- um.. well you guys can. i think i'm going to go freshen up and have a nap."

you said stuttering before smiling. you ran upstairs and got in the shower. you looked at all of your scars you regretted it so much because you made yoongi feel terrible. you where standing in the shower, the warm water was running down your arms and over your scars, you hang your head low when you felt two arms hug you from behind

you sighed

"am i a bad person?"

yoongi gulped, he put his head on top of yours

"no baby, you did what was right, you protected me. you shouldnt've though. i didn't deserve it, after everything i put you through"

he slowly moved his hand to your arm and lifted it up so he had a clear view of your scars

you sighed

"i'm sorry."

he kissed the top of your head

"it's okay"

you turned around and gave him a tight hug, you stood there for about a minute before you both got out and headed down stairs, you sat on the couch and went on your phone, you decided to look on twitter. your heart sank as you read hate comments about you and yoongi being together

"how dare she steal my oppa!"

"he's mine!"

"she's just a dumb slut anyway!"

wow. so much for them respecting your relationship. you stood up and grabbed yoongi by the arm and dragged him upstairs. you showed him the comments

"okay so what now?"

you looked down and a single tear rolled down your face

"no, no, nope not happening, i'm not letting jealous fans take away the one person i love. i love you y/n"

you looked away

"you're career is more important anyway."

yoongi scoffed

"fine."

yoongi walked out.