When I hit my english textbooks on my table, the whole class looks at me strangely, like I'd been having a giant mole on my nose with grey hair sticking out of it. But no, it's because of the noise I welcomed.
I had been having the worst day yet and all that taunts me is the unsolved mysteries behind Tilda and Jenny. What could have happened to them? Why did they suddenly disappear? Why didn't they warn me, oh I know, they're probably scared I'm gonna tell Aisha who's gonna tell Elsie who's gonna report it on her blog. I made it clear to myself to never speak to Aisha again.
Not after what she did to me when I trusted her and let her into my heart like I'd never ever done to any body including my own mom and dad.
"Miss Sheila you might want to calm down because you're pretty much distracting our history class . " Mrs. Antigo said.
I sigh and look beside me at a surprised Sarah. She's gritting her teeth at me like a beast and I roll my eyes at her in maturity. I always wish I could give her an uppercut.
"You could grit at me but you can't bite. " I wink as she slaps a pen over my hand.
"Oh wow, nice, how's Davis? " She asks me as it hits me that I haven't spoken to Davis since he'd been out of the argument with me.
"Ummm, " I stutter in my words.
"What? Haven't spoken to him? " She asks and I'm like oh no she didn't. It's not her business if I have spoken to him or not. It's really hitting me that I haven't spoken to him.
"Look, you've got no reason whatsoever to ask me what is going on between I and him. We're doing good and that's all that freaking matters. " I say before walking out with my textbooks in hand.
I totally can't believe what's it, I have this cold feeling in me thats further stretching the fact that I don't want to be with people like Sarah, she's a bug in the porridge.
When the slush sound of my locker gets louder the bell rings and I start to sob, my life is an emotion rollercoaster ride I want to get off of. I just can't think when all this has happened. It's been quite the catch and I am starting to want to drop college, if thats a thing. I no longer want to be the super bass of school any more. I'm beginning to get sicker, and sicker by the minute. Everything and everyone seems to annoy me, I feel bland, just after thinking about the good in yesterday.
I put in a lot of work to be happy but how does that turn out? Bad, really bad. I see the world as hate these past few weeks, ice cold and bitter.
For two weeks now I haven't stumbled up on Lola and Jeremy, but that's until now I see them hand in hand.
"Hi JJ. " I wave at him and giving Lola a warming tight smile.
"Hi, " He let's go of her and approaches me and pulls me into a hug. "I heard about Aisha and Elsie drama thing with Tilda and Jenny. " He says a scrunch in his brows.
"Yeah, it's been quite hell for me these past weeks and I don't know how I'm going to cope with it. " I sigh tearing up.
"Don't worry there'll be an antidote to all these problems, ok? " He says as Lola joins in a hand on his shoulder.
"Yeah, it's all gonna be ok, " She smiles warm heartedly. I feel reliefs in my veins and I owe it all to Jeremy and Lola.
"Thanks guys, you're the best. " I say. Hugging them both tightly. Before they turn to leave.
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"Hi . " I thought mom over the phone during recess.
"Hi sweetie, what's up? " Her funky voice never leaving the funky line.
"Nothings up mom. I've been getting hives because of the stress and I feel entrapped in my own confined space. Everyone seems to be getting on along with each other. I feel like the odd one out. " I groan as I wipe a tear away.
YOU ARE READING
Life without Davis
Novela Juvenil"He is all you ever think of and all that you ever will" these words kept on strangling my tender mind. I try so hard to forget him but it doesn't budge. I wake up to the thoughts of him. I see him even when he's not there, it's like I've gone mad...
