Bullied Love ~ Melix

The Insecurity [CH9]

                               ~~~~~~~~~~~~~Marzia~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 Looking through the window in my room I noticed that it was coming dark. I wasn't really paying any attention to the time while working on my homework - Or I at least tried. There was a tornado storming in my mind with all the things possible. A little anxiety was lurking with that mainly because of the theater. I am really nervous about tomorrow, seeing Felix and all the others. Yet I keep wondering the shop incident. He appealed to be kind to me - Which he never is. But I know for a fact it doesn't last for too long. Sure I do hope so but with my luck it doesn't happen. 

 The party is the next one, adding some more gas to my uneasiness. I have never been to one, and I never even imagined to go. I'm still regretting even thinking about going. High school parties are awful. Too much people, noise, alcohol and drama. I am way too introverted to even look at people, not even to consider about joining some group to talk to. Also the thought of Daizo leaving me hanging somewhere for even a couple of minutes.

 That's when I heard a light knock on my room's door.

''Yes?'' I answered while turning myself to look behind me.

 Daizo peeked from the narrow space between the door and a wall. She flashed her teeth with a perky smile.

''Remember the promise you made me this morning?'' She asks.

''What pro-'' I started before it hit me. Moving my hand to hit my forehead I sighed deeply.

''I do. I'll come in five minutes.''

''Thank you dear!'' She whoops, closing the door.

 I turned back to my desk so I could move my elbows on the desk to lean on my hands. Grasping my brown hair, I pumped myself up. For some reason I was so tired, even though after school I really didn't do anything that includes moving. 

 Anyhow I stood up from my seat and made my way to the kitchen. Daizo was sitting also there, another cup of tea in her hands. I thought that I drink tea a lot but I was wrong. I could bet that she was drinking her 5th cup today. 

''So you are going to stare there while I do the dishes eh?'' I ask her, cocking a brow.

 She sips a little her tea, cup still on her lips to answer - ''Yes''.

 For an answer I give a scornful hum and turn my head to look the sink. There really wasn't much so I think I can work this out in less than 15 minutes.

''I have to ask Marz, is your nose still sore?'' I hear behind my back. 

 For a moment I had totally forgotten that I still have stitches around my nose. So for that reason I rose my index finger and poked my nose.

''Ow!'' I whimpered.

''Soo I suppose it is.''

''You think?'' I clap back. Sighing yet again I started to fill the sink with water. I leaned onto the level, looking the water for some reason. Then I heard again Daizo sipping her tea.

''I'm sorry that I didn't defend you.'' She mumbles quietly. I knew that she was sorry and felt quilt, but it was still nice to her to apologize again.

''I know. But then again what could you've do at that moment? Nothing.''

 I look over my shoulder to see her reaction. She looked back at me with her black eyes, frowning a little. She still had that mug on her lips, maybe she didn't want to show me her full expression?

''I don't know, run after them maybe?'' She answers, setting the cup down.

''Probably, but what use would that be? They'd still keep doing that and maybe start to tease you too. And I really don't want that. It's rather me than you.''