Happy Endings only exist in Fairy Tails

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~Ashley's POV~

My vision was blurring as I drank more and more of the drink that used to make me happy. Now it just made my mood worse. It burned my throat as it made its way to my stomach.

My vision started to black out.

All I could see was black.

I started to panic.

"Help me.." I croaked out as I collapsed on the floor by the fridge, knocking my head off the ground but my body was too numb to feel anything.

I guess this is what happens if you destroy yourself like I have.

I'm literally skin and bones.

The only thing that ever makes it's way in my stomach is alcohol, or drugs.

It used to work. Not anymore.

My vision was back again.

I could hear my phone beeping or ringing, I couldn't tell.

I managed to crawl over to the table and pick it up.

Andy.

Why was Andy calling me?

I answered.

"Hey Ashley."

"Wassup brother!" I shouted drunkenly down the phone.

"Uh..you're wasted, again?"

"No I'm not! You are~" I giggled to myself.

"Yeah, sure, I'm coming over. Don't do anything, don't move just sit there and breath, Kay?"

"Okay, mister~"

Andy hung up and I lay down on the floor, looking through my text messages.

'Faggot.'

'Fat'

'Alcoholic.'

'Junkie'

Oh.

Guess everyone found out.

Oh well! Who cares!? Not me!

I babbled nonsense, like what a baby would do as I lay there waiting for Andy to come find me.

After a while, I'm not entirely sure how long I heard the door open and Andy calling out my name.

"I'm dead!" I screamed in reply, beginning to laugh.

Andy ran through, "Ashley you're not dead.."

"I wish I was!" I glared at him.

"No..no you don't.." Andy whispered sitting down beside me

"Yes. I do."

"Well..why then?"

"You know that fantastic girlfriend of yours? She sends me hate messages all the time~" I laughed, "She gave my number out to haters. They also send me messages~" I laughed again and shook my head.

"Wh..what? No..she doesn't..you're lying.. You're drunk.."

"I'm not lying! That's why I'm wasted! That's why I do drugs! That's why I don't eat!" I yelled at him, getting mad.

"You don't eat?"

"Um no.." I looked down feeling ashamed of myself.

"Oh Ash.."

"I'm a mess.."

"No..no..you're okay.."

"I'm not okay Andy. Look at me."

I had started to cry, but I couldn't care less right now.

"Ash..let me help you.."

"You can't help me, you don't understand."

"Change your number? Maybe it'll help some.."

"Maybe..I just.. I don't know anymore Andy.. Please help me.." My mood was changing rapidly, I couldn't help it. It was horrible. I started to sob, "Andy make it stop.. Make all the bad thoughts go away..make me better..please.." I curled up, crying louder.

Andy wrapped his arms around me, holding me close to him. "Ashley.. You'll be okay.. I wish I could help more.."

I looked up at him, "There's one thing..?"

"What?"

"Would you..k-kiss..me...?" I asked, oh so very quietly.

I never got a reply instead I felt Andy's lips against mine, kissing me gently. Of course I kissed back, I had the biggest crush on Andy, or love.. Yeah, definitely love.

Andy pressed me flush against him as we kissed.

"I'll leave Juliet..and help you.."

I nodded a little and just held onto him afraid that if I let go he would disappear.