Mobile Legends Randomness (DISCONTINUED)

I just want to Apologize...

This is not a chapter. I'm sorry...

I just want to apologize for not been updating in a while...

I haven't been a good author since I've started this book. I should've have made this book in the first place... this was a mistake...

I started writing this book because I was bored and had nothing else to do. So I made this... at first I thought this was mistake and wanted to delete it, but I wanted to give this a shot. And after getting a lot of reads, I continue it...

I really love you guys support and that always makes my day.

But now...
I don't know what to do anymore...
I've been busy cause of school work and my family doesn't like it when I play my phone so I wouldn't have time to make any sort of chapters cause of that.
And even if I had time I only have time to do some of my other things (mostly my drawings, cause I made it for my Instagram) so I wouldn't have time to make any chapters

And plus my mom even said that I HAVE to delete my ML cause she said THAT game could make me go insane. I secretly download it again so I could make this story

My personal life haven't been really nice to me...

I always feel like my parents don't love me cause they always have a reason to get mad at me, even if that reason was the littlest this possible.

I became really depressed for 4 years now and I haven't told anyone about it because no one will believe be...

I even think that my 'friends' doesn't like me anymore. They always stay away from me and I felt like I was nothing but a weight on they're shoulder.

I always think that they never liked me but don't say that cause they don't want to "hurt my feelings".

I even think that most of you doesn't even read this cause it's just nonsense and I don't blame you guys.

I've blabbering about my life instead of making an actual chapter. Or doing things that are more important like doing my homework or bonding with my family, but now I'm making a chapter that people don't even read...

So cause of that I'm really sorry. And I mean REALLY sorry. I haven't been doing anything for the past few weeks and I'm really sorry for that.

It's ok if you guys don't even vote. Or even don't read this cause it doesn't make any sense

I'm really sorry guys, I really am

I hope you guys forgive me... (I know you wouldn't)