What is a human?

What is a human? (Part one)

I'm sorry.

"I am sorry," he spoke almost breathlessly as his lungs were about to slip from his ribs on some way. No,not literally. Just it was hard to describe the pain he had felt.

Holding the chest,he fell on one knee. Teeth squeezed tightly as if he was trying to keep words in a cage from hurting the others. Even though...he was the real victim.

'The Sheep' organisation that betrayed him when he thought he can trust them at this point. Same group that always complained about how Chuuya should do this or that. In fact,using him as a weapon,shield or just a toy to play his feelings around.

Chuuya is not a human,remember? So why not,give it a shoot!

They gazed the ginger with a mischievous smiles on their lips,waiting for the other to break. To lose control,to just prove all their suspicions.
But Chuuya is not that kind of man. He would hold the worst in even if it means breaking him into the pieces. 
Even though,his eyes barely managed to hold back tears.

Listening to his 'loyal' group,how they accused him,insulted,blamed for every single mistake Chuuya never could prevent from happening,though he tried.  Then,coming to realisation that it was only Dazai who gave him a choice...
Nothing like ultimatum or emotional threats.

A free choice to use his powers on the way he wanted,even if it means death.

It was hard to admit. He cared for The Sheep members. He looked at them like his own family he never had. But they? 
They saw Chuuya just as a weapon they need to keep in control.

Its better to take right choice from one person,than being caged in thousands of toxic ones,he thought.

He stood up. With a weak smile collected from the rest of strength he had,tears fell down his eyes as he took a little while in silence...Just so he can look at all of them and get their attention for once. To stop this abuse. To get freedom he always wished to have.

"I am sorry...But I don't want to be anyone's prisoner anymore."

With that. It was a victory. For his heart. It was a big step to something Chuuya truly wanted to become.

A human.