Royalty
Tay stood over me looking mad, he was probably mad because I haven't talked since yesterday when I watched him beat Jada but it was my fault that he was doin it because I didn't just take my whooping and move on.
"So you're just going to continue to ignore me?" He asked and I huffed.
He gripped my throat and came down to my level "I didn't do anything wrong Roy I just did what you asked me to" he told me and I nodded.
"I know Tay but you didn't have to hurt her that much she already was hurt" I told him and he smacked his teeth.
"Why are you trying to be nice about this when she said she hates you and spat at you?" he asked and I shrugged.
"I just want to go home" I whispered to myself but I knew that Tay heard me when he gripped my neck harder.
"Where are you right now then?" He asked and I shrugged.
"But this isn't home Tay, I wouldn't get treated like this at home and beat with chains and then having to watch someone else be, all of you keep threatening me and either hurting me or trying to and I'm scared" I told him and he sucked his teeth.
"I've only hurt you twice Roy" he told me and I shrugged.
"That's too many times and they hurt really bad, you made me pass out from you whipping me" I pointed out to him and he moved his hand from my throat.
He looked so mad now though and I knew I shouldn't of said that because he'd probably get mad for real but it was on my mind.
I didn't know what he was going to do now he was just staring at me, straight into my eyes which made me nervous and I almost started to cry because I know he's probably going to hit me.
"Please don't hit me" I whispered and he shook his head at me.
"I'm not going hurt you, not physically, get up" he told me before he stood up and I did soon after.
"Put some shoes on so we can go" he told me and I nodded and listened to what he told me.
After I put my shoes on I followed him out of the house where. We got into his car.
Where is he taking me? He said he wasn't trying to hurt me physically so where could he be taking me?
"Are you mad at me Tay?" I asked him and he stayed focused on the road that he just got on.
"If you are I'm sorry, I know that I don't listen to most of the time about not leaving the room and stuff but you keep telling me that I'm home but I can't even do anything there, it makes no sense Taymor" I told him and he just glanced over at me.
"You've already dug yourself a deep enough hole and you are just going to keep digging until I snap huh?" He asked me and I shook my head.
"I'm not trying to make you mad Tay" I told him and he nodded.
"Than just shut the fuck up and wait" he told me and I listened.
He continued to drive while I looked out the window, beginning to see familiar buildings before he pulled up outside of an apartment complex.
It was mine, where I used to live.
"Come on" he told me and I listened and walked to the apartment, Tay pulling out my key and unlocking the door before we were inside.
Everything was the exact same like no one had realized I left, it's weird. I wanted to say something about it but I know Tay will say something mean.
"It's pretty in here" he told me and I nodded at him.
"Thank you" I spoke in a low voice.
"I wonder why all your stuff isn't covered in plastic and being moved out by now or already gone" he spoke making me raise an eyebrow.
"Why would it be?" I asked him and he chuckled at me.
"You've been gone for almost 3 moths now Roy, someone should've filed a police report by now and you should be reported as missing. After the first two months that they couldn't find you they'd start looking for a body, assuming you were dead and the people that own the apartments would want your stuff out so that they could move someone else in" he told me and I looked down and nodded.
"So why do you want to come home so bad if no one cares about you here?" He asked me and I shrugged, wiping my eyes.
"I already told you Tay, you all hate me and I just want to be free. I already knew no one cared about me except Tameka and Tiffany but they saw me and know where I'm at" I whined and he kept a straight face.
"You think I hate you?" He asked me and I nodded.
"I know you do, you always hit me and yell at me and be aggressive for no reason" I told him and he shook his head.
"That's just me" he told me and I shook my head.
"I don't like it Taymor" I told him and he nodded at me.
He cupped my face in his hands and wiped my tears before he kissed me before holding me in his arms.
"I don't like changing for people or when people tell me to but I'll do it for you" he told me making me nod.
"Thank you."
Update
11/2/2019
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