No, this isn't gonna end like one of my mental breakdown dramas. I swear it won't.
But I've been so sick about everything these days.. And suddenly I started to mulling about human beings relations, I mean, no, you don't need to be surrounded by a lot of cool people to be like.. loved? You know, you don't need to be the cool guy everyone wants to date or the stunning girl who everyone cares about, because in real life, everyone get sad in the most days! Everyone feels like shit sometimes, Everyone feels like a real wasting of space in the world because if you just start to think in a depressive point of view.. Everyone is so useless and replaceable.. We're nothing but equal. We need to understand we're equal.
So, I was seated in the floor in a public place (yes, it's true), and I was just comparing myself with everyone but even the jerks ones was looking better than me, and it from inside. So I just BUM saw a lamp and.. Wow, everyone felt that way. And when everyone see other people like better than themselves so STOP with that shit because you're cool, beautiful, funny and really deserve the most happiness in the world in somebody's thought.
I was useless.
I'm learning Italian and basic Japanese too. I really love to learn languages and another's cultures and a lot and lots of new things that make connection with me and people arround the world. I don't have a lot of dreams but being struggling to get knowledge makes me more self-confident. I want everyone to feel good that way, even in the worst days ever.. I want you to have peace and goals.
It feels a little crazy
being desperate
to make everyone
less depressed.
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my daily journey to learn english (rants?)
RandomHello! I'm so nervous, but let me introce you this "book". This diary come from a Brazilian girl who is trying to practice your english grammar every day! Don't judge me. Or judge me. Whatever.
