Biadore: Unheard of (COMPLETED)

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Adore's P.O.V.
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It's been three months since we filmed the finale. Nothing really crazy has happened since then. I made up with both Roy and Shane, I released my first album, and I went back to Azusa. Today I have to go back to LA to find out who won Drag Race. I'm really excited to see Roy again. I know what you're thinking: "Didn't you break up with Roy because you didn't want to get hurt by him?" That's what I TOLD Roy, but that isn't actually why. I broke up with him because I thought I didn't deserve him. He's the sweetest person you could ever meet, he's incredibly handsome, and he's perfect for me. Which is exactly why I don't deserve him. I'm a fucking mess, I'm flawed in so many ways, I'm just all around broken. I don't deserve a guy like him.
    I look down at my phone and see a text from Roy.

Willow 💖 - Hey Chola! I can't wait to see you later tonight!

Me - Me too! May the best bitch win!

Willow 💖 - Exactly! That's why I'm gonna win!

Me - Fuck you. 😂

Willow 💖 - Alright I got to get ready, but I'll see you soon!

Me - Ttyl!

Shit! That reminds me: I got to get going!

I do my makeup, put on my wig and outfit, and drive to LA. Once I get there, I put on my platform heels, and walk into the building. I walk inside to Bianca and Courtney greeting me at the door. I give them both a big hug.
"I missed you guys so much!" I exclaim.
"We missed you too!" Bianca replies.
"We are so close to finding out who the winner is!"  I say.
"I know it's not gonna be me." Courtney says.
"What? Why do you think that?" Bianca asks.
"They filmed a crowning for the both of you, meaning that your guys's votes were way ahead of mine. I'm fine with it though. I'm so proud of all of us, that I don't care who wins." Courtney tells us.
"Aww Court."

We are taken into a room by someone who's in production. The room has a white couch, and a tv that is going to show the finale and who won. All three of us sit on the couch, anxious and excited. The episode starts, and we all link our hands together. An hour and a half passes by, and Ru is about to announce who won the season.

"And the winner of RuPaul's Drag Race, America's next drag superstar is...."
My entire body was clenching. This is it. The moment that will change all of our lives forever.
"...Bianca Del Rio!"
I knew it! I fucking knew it! I look over at Bianca, who's crying and being hugged by Courtney. I climb over Courtney to hug her, and she pulls me into the tightest hug I've ever had. When I was hugging her, I felt so safe. Like nothing could ever hurt me. Shit, I made a huge fucking mistake. I should have taken her back. Why am I so fucking stupid?!
After I watched Bianca take her money and crown, I immediately went home and de-dragged. I couldn't be around her anymore without tears running down my face. These emotions remind of how I felt when I wrote 'I Adore U'. It's about Roy, and how I felt about him. Damn, I never realized how personal the lyrics are.

This is how it ends, never meant to hurt you
I'm a pretty mess and I don't deserve you
I ran out of time and second chances
Sorry couldn't build your white picket fences

I decided that I was going to perform this song during the season 6 tour, to not only show my fans, but to show Roy. I've been wanting him to hear this song for so long, and he finally will.

Bianca's P.O.V.
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Today was the beginning of the season 6 tour, and I'm so excited. I've been so happy since I've won drag race. Fans always come up to me and ask for autographs and pictures, I get asked to do interviews and podcasts, and my social media following has been blowing up. It's been a dream come true. I always love meeting fans, and I'll meet even more on this tour!
It's time to get ready for the first stop of the tour.