What If

I Can't Live Without You

Den

Natutulog na si Aly, nandito lang ako satabi niya. She was hugging me tightly, gosh how I miss her embrace, I conclude right at this moment that I really can't live without her. She's my everything, she's the only thing that I need for me to live. Mahal namahal ko siya kay kahit na anong sabihin ni Mom, hinding hindi ko na ulit siya iiwan.

Someone knocked on the door, pinasok nito ang ulo niya pagkatapos mabuksan ang pinto.

"Hey, do you want to eat? Baka nagugutom ka na" dad ni aly

I hestitated to answer. " don't worry she'll be fine, di siya mawawala. haha" tumawa pa ito ng bahagya, he really knows how to lighten the situation

@KITCHEN

Kumakain na kami ng parents ni alyssa, tahimik lang kami para bang nagpapkiramdaman lang sa isa't isa.

Naunang bumasag sa katahimakan si Mom

"Den, Please don't mind me asking. Pero what are your plans?"

I really don't want to talk about it now pero I think we really have to.

"Hm... Mom, paninindigan ko po itong desisyon ko. I don't want to see her hurt again" sincere kong sabi, napatango tango naman ang mommy ni aly

"Paano kayo ng mommy mo?"

follow up question niya.

"Well I know that she will be furious about this pero I really love your daghter po. Nasasaktan ako pag nakikitang nahihirapan siya."

" I'm glad that mahal na mahal mo si Aly, and for that we love you more" then she smiled.

Hindi naman nagsasalita si dad, I wonder why parang may malalim siyang iniisip.

Natapos na kaming kumain, aakyat na dapat sa taas dahil baka hinahanap na ako ni Alyssa. Pero pinigilan ako ni dad, ang sabi niya magusap muna daw kami sa office niya.

@OFFICE

Nakaupo kami sa sofa sa loob ng office. Nauna na akong magtanong.

"Dad ano pong paguusapan natin?"

"Den, don't get me wrong pero paano kung magkaroon kayo ng bad blood ng mom mo, you told me kung ano ang sinabi niya sayo nung nandoon ka sa bahay niya"

Then I remembered what my mom tlod me that day, Na mawawala siya sa akin pag hindi ko hiniwalayan si aly. Muli natakot ako anong pwedeng mangyari pero mahal ko talaga si Alyssa kaya winaksi ko sa isipan ko ang takot na iyon.

"Dad, mapagpapatuloy ko naman po ang studies ko kasi i'm an athlete. Kung hindi po kaya ng allowance namin yung expenses ko I will try to work para matustusan ko yung pangangailangan ko."

" How about your dream of becoming a doctor?"

"Half hearted pa naman po ako if ipepursue ko. Pero if I made up my mind na magmemedicine ako, I will find sponsors. Kaya ko pong gawin kahit ano wag lang mawala sa akin si Alyssa"

Napangiti siya sa sinabi ko.

"You rally do love her huh?"

"Yes, I do love her Dad. And I can't leave without her." Then I smiled

"Then I will both support you, throught it all"

And he hugged me, ito yung times na I wish nandito and dad ko.

Aly

Nagising akong wala si Den sa tabi ko, napaiyak na lang ako dahil iniwan niya nanaman ako. Sa gitna ng pag iyak ko, biglang bumakas ang pinto at pumasok si Dennise. Nakangiti siya, pero nawala din yun nung nakita niyang umiiyak ako.

"Den!"

Tumakbo siya papunta sa akin.

"What happened baby? May masakit ba sabihin mo."

"AKala ko iniwan mo na ako" sabi ko sa gitna ng paghikbi ko

"I will never do that to you again love. I promise"

At she kissed me full on my mouth. I responded to her kiss, I miss her her so damn much. I snaked my arms on her nape and started pulling her towards me. I laid her on the bed and started taking her clothes off. Not a thing I left on her body, and take off mine too.

I kissed her lovely neck, to her collarbones and her breast. While sucking one of her breast I started kneading the other one, I heard her moan. Oh that is music to my ears.

I went lower until I raeched my destination. I kissed, it sucked it and bite I little. I can that her head is now moving from side to side. I love giving her pleasure. When I sense that she's coming, I went up again and kissed her mouth hard and slowly inserted my finger. She cried in pleasure once i'm in. In and out the she found her release

"You know that we're still in you house, remember?" sabi niya ng nakangiti

Nginitian ko din siya at sinabing

"Well I don't care, I love you much and besides ang tagal kaya nating di ginawa yun, namiss kita.haha" I joked

Napatawa na alng siya ng malakas at pinalo ako sa braso. 

I rolled out beside her and hugged her tight.

" I love you Dennise"

" I love you too Alysse"

Then we fell asleep together in each other's arms.

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