sweet - jaedo

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doyoung blinks his eyes a few time, finding himself wrapped in jaehyun's toned arm. he's panicking but he kinda like it because its comfortable and warm.

but he still scared because this is really not jaehyun. like, as he thought jaehyun would be. even though he apologized and even introduce him as his boyfriend, it doesn't feel like jaehyun.

he tries to lift jaehyun's hand slowly but he always fails as jaehyun shift his body a lot, doyoung doesn't want to wake jaehyun up.

"tokki-ya(rabbit)," jaehyun mumbled. "saranghae (i love you)"

"lol he's dreaming about rabbit," doyoung thought. he smiled and reach his phone that is inside his pocket.

"im sorry," jaehyun mumbled.

doyoung looked back at jaehyun and again, panicked as he saw jaehyun cry.

he hesitated by he do it anyway. he hugged jaehyun and whispered
"i forgive you jaehyun, dont cry again," doyoung wipe jaehyun's tear.

well at least that's what doyoung think he can do to help jaehyun. thank god jaehyun smiled. he also changing his position, doyoung is able to escape.

he escaped and went to the kitchen, cooking. he just feel like cooking.

.

jaehyun wake up without the warmth he did felt before. he rubs his eyes and walk towards the mirror in the room. his eyes is a bit swollen, and a dry tears.

"did i cry ?" jaehyun thought.

he left the room and saw doyoung who's currently plating the food he cooked. he walked out from his room and sit at the counter facing doyoung.

"wanna eat ?" he asked as he put down the plate he used. "im sorry by the way, i used your kitchen without your permission,"

jaehyun shook his head, "its fine,"

he massage his temple as he felt dizzy.

"doyoung-ah," jaehyun called. doyoung hummed in response, "did i cry ?"

doyoung nods. a flash of things that he did are shown and his cheek burned.

"no, dont." doyoung thought.

"did i say something?" jaehyun asked. doyoung nod. again. "you said that you're sorry, and you cried."

jaehyun oohed.

"remember something about it ?" doyoung asked. jaehyun shook his head. "i wonder why there is dried tears,"

doyoung oohed and hand jaehyun a plate of kimchi fried rice he made. "eat this up,"

"and better decrease your alcohol, you're underage," said doyoung. he left the counter and sit on the couch in the living room. eating as he watch tv.

jaehyun watches doyoung's action. "he seems to feel fine with this house," he thought.

they both eat silently. no one starting a conversation and it kinda iritates jaehyun. doyoung didn't care as this is his usual situation when johnny haven't come back home.

incoming call
johnny

"when will you back bitch," johnny asked.
"dont call me that whore, and i dont know, soon for sure. did i miss a lot ?" doyoung asked.
"i dont know, ask your classmate, our classes are different right ?" said johnny.
"okay imma end it and call taeil kay ?"
"NO NO NO , DONT . WAIT !" said johnny.
"okay ..??" said doyoung with a questioning tone.

"i miss you, kay .. come back soon," said johnny.
"i will, i miss you too big boy," doyoung chuckled. "got anything more to say ?"
"im okay now, need to go already ?" he asked. "no, but i want to continue eating is it fine if i hang up ?"
"okay, see you soon bunny," said johnny.

bunny.

"goodbye big boy," doyoung smiled.

jaehyun was actually observing him quietly. he felt sad to the different attitude doyoung gave him rather than whoever called him before. it seems like doyoung build a wall with him but it falls while he talked on the phone ealier.

he sighed and eat another spoon of the fried rice. doyoung walked back to the counter with an empty plate and put it in the dishwasher.

"im so tired," said doyoung as he stretched his body. jaehyun smiled. "get some sleep then," said jaehyun.
"yea im considering it earlier," doyoung nodded.

he enters the guest room he used and lay there. everything feels wrong, he felt something is not there. he cant sleep.

"why do i want to be in his embrace again," doyoung's cheek heated at the thought and he shut his eyes.

nope he still cannot sleep. doyoung groaned and sighed. 30 minutes passed and he havent slept. the sky is turning quite dark now.

jaehyun is sitting in front of the tv, watching some variety show. he lift his head and face doyoung. "i thought you're asleep?"

"but i cant," said doyoung.

"oh yeah, i guess you confessed in your dream this afternoon, its kinda funny as you are actually confessing to a bunny," said doyoung.

jaehyun remembers that dream clearly. and doyoung being the smartest human he is doesn't realize that the bunny is him.

"doyoung-ah," said jaehyun. doyoung looked at jaehyun. "you fine ? you seemed tired," said doyoung. jaehyun shook his head. "im totally fine, im contemplating."

"contemplating what ? are you still drunk ?"doyoung laughed.

"contemplating if i should tell you that i liked you,"