Strip that down - Honey (BTS | Vmin FF) Eng

Chapter 6 - One of Many

Jimin pov.:

"Thank you, Tae" thing he stroked over his head.

"Nothing to thank" It felt so safe, so secure. An indescribable feeling. A feeling no one had ever awakened in him. Gently he kissed him behind his ear, which surprised him to squeak and let heat rise into his body. Another new feeling. An extremely intoxicating feeling. Slowly Taehyung released his arms from Jimin.

"I'm sorry if it was unpleasant for you" Jimin shook his head a little uncertainly.

"Sh...it's okay. E...it as...it felt good...a...well" Oh how Jimin was ashamed of that. Tae grinned confidently.

"Don't be ashamed" But Jimin couldn't help but look away embarrassed. "You have no reason to" He said it so simply, but Jimin didn't know where to go with all these intense feelings. It was all so new. So unknown. Again Taehyung pulled his chin up. Jimin just looked at him with big saucer eyes, which is why Tae's corner of his mouth turned into a grin. "Jimin, you're perfect." A tingling feeling mixed with nervousness. What was all that. He was so emotional. But suddenly grief is reflected in Tae's eyes. "I didn't deserve you" With that he let go of his chin.

"W...what are you talking about?" Jimin asked surprised and opened his eyes wide. Why did he say something like that? Jimin was the one here who put his body so primitively to the show for a little money. Money he needed urgently, he added inside.

"I think I should go," Taehyung bypassed his question and swallowed heavily. Sadly, Jimin looked down. "Believe me, I am an Ar*ch" Then it dawned on him. Jungkook.

"T...I'm sorry. I...I forgot all about your friend waiting for you." Shocked, Tae looked at him.

"What friend?!"

"I think his name was... Jungkook. I...I wouldn't...have"

"No no you didn't do anything" But he had already done too much. Had talked badly about his customers, had sought physical closeness and had stretched out another friend here. Reasons to get fired and things that were morally repulsive. Just like him. Repulsive. What was he thinking. A cheap whore like him. "Wait..." Taehyung blinked in disbelief. "What makes you think that he is my friend? Argh Jimin done great. And what do you tell him now? Another of his weaknesses, he just couldn't lie. Lying was just not right, as if he was telling the truth with a bright red head.

"I...so I happened to see how you looked at each other and...almost...kissed. E...it was really just coincidence. So that I saw it and" At first he seemed shocked but then Taehyung laughed. Confused Jimin looked at him. Why did he laugh? Was Jimin something so ridiculous? A stab.

"Me and JK? Good joke. Never in life" Now Jimin didn't understand anything anymore. Didn't only lovers look at each other like that?

"A..but you...I mean...he...he did..." Any serenity disappeared again from Tae's face and he became sad again.

"This has something to do with the fact that I'm not good enough for you" Jimin didn't understand the world anymore. Why did he keep saying that? Trembling Taehyung breathed out. "You will hate me" He could never do that! NEVER! Tae was so different than anyone he had ever met. He was so sweet and nice. So caring. He wasn't just thinking about sex and taking him through. How could he ever hate such a good person?

"W... how can you just say something like that... I mean you... you are really great and I could never hate you. Never before has anyone been so sweet and... loving to me".

"I bet Jungkook I'd fuck you today," it just blew out of Tae. Jimin got sick and swallowed hard. Suddenly his whole throat was dust-dry. Then he just wanted to..." Again his cheeks turned dark red.

"D...you what...?" Jimin asked incredulously. No that should not be! No! He was different after all. Or? Right? He was different. He was not like that guy. But instead of clearing it up he just looked to the ground. Disappointed, Jimin looked away. Tears were burning in his eyes. It hurt so much. So terribly hurt. He had really believed him, had believed that he was different. But he too was only one like everyone else. He also only wanted to lay him down and then throw him away. Had he really thought that a Schl*mpe like him would ever be used for something else. He was so stupid. So unspeakably stupid. So naive that it hurt.

"You're much too sweet. I can't do that anymore. I didn't want to hurt you so much" Jimin had to sob. Now that he was slowly coming back to his senses, Tae's words were like empty air. Lies. So I thought, "I'll finish it before it started" Before it started? So it didn't mean anything. His care, his loving words. Everything was stinking and lying. All only means to an end. Everything just to get him into bed. It was so disgusting so repulsive. Just like all the touches of these men. Only more painful. Jimin felt humiliated to the core. "I am sorry, Jimin. I didn't know you there yet' That changed absolutely nothing. What if Jimin had done something different? Then he would have simply exploited him like an object. With the back of his hand he wiped away his tears and put on his standard smile.

"It's okay, sir. I should go back to work" Tae nodded sadly. Jimin's heart was so heavy when he went back into the room and the stench of alcohol and sweat literally killed him. After all, Jimin now knew that something like good men didn't exist. That he thought that Taehyung could really be different was really stupid of him. Calm down Jimin! You should have known better! Nothing would ever change.

Men were just primitive, sex-obsessed, tail-guided pigs.