I Love now....forever and always

How do you feel about me now?!?!?

Yay, another day at hell (school) I get to school and just sit there in my car, I put my sleeve and run my fingers over the fresh scar on my wrist in the shape of a heart. I put my beats in on a get out of my car, "here we go.." I say to myself while I listen to My Everything which is Ariana Grande's new album
I get to my locker and as always Dani and Tom are sucking face in front of my locker. "Can,you please move?" I ask them, they stop and just give me a death stare. "Oh, I'm sorry hoe!" Dani says in a bitchy posh like tone. OH MY FUCK!!!! The new boy is so freaking hot, his hair is perfectly quiffed and his Ray bans are damn sexy
Skittles (aka shit but I say skittles) he's stoping next to me, act cool Emily just be cool. " you right there Hun?" The boy says, SKITTLES I was staring at him "oh um uh..... I'm sorry I'm Emily by the way nice to meet you," I say trying not to make a fool of myself. "Cute name, I'm Matthew, but you can call me Matt, it's nice to meet a cutie like you," Matt replies with a wink and a smirk.

Oh my effing skittles he called my cute, just like ahh my GAWD.
"Um... Emily who is that hunk?" Milly asks as she bits her lip.
"Milly da faq... As soon as someone hot talks to me your my friend again I think not!" I practically yell at her, I start walking to my first class... But I'm stopped by someone grabbing my wrist my heart wrist, I start crying my eyes out without even noticing who it was I cry in there chest. " what's wrong babe?" They ask confused as they hug me thigh, that voice OMS it's Matt. "M-m-Matt?" I say Thru sobs,
"Yea,what's up?" He replies, I think I know what will make me feel better..... "Matt, umm.... Could you help me with something?" I ask with a smirk, I've stop crying now. "Yea anything for you Em" he replies. Ok I've got a plan.