Mall

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             We talked all week leading up to it about how we were excited. We FaceTimed and talked a lot over the next week. But I'll admit I was nervous. What would we even do at the mall? Would the car ride home be awkwardly mom pressuring her with questions?(god can't wait till I'm 16 and can drive!!) But the thing that was scaring me the most was that at night when I'm very tired I don't think right. I can control myself during the day but at night I usually can't. And I didn't want to mess up this new friendship that had just started. But at night my thoughts and feelings are a lot different. I would wonder if maybe she liked girls? What if she liked me?What would be the worst that happened if I kissed her? Do I like her??? Those thoughts would come at night. Un-logical I know but what can I say.
It was only that Saturday when I woke up I got ready did I realize just how nervous I was. That night I was cleaning my room a lot. My room is usually very clean but last night I kinda went crazy with cleaning. I wipe down every surface, filled in even the tiniest holes in my wall and painted over them (I usually only fill in the bigger holes), my closet is color coded but I made sure I went by shades of color last night. While cleaning I had my crazy late night thoughts like I wonder if she was super clean too, wondered if she was easy to live with, what her lips tasted like, what it would be like shopping with her, sleeping with her (in the same bed not like that u perv.) I eventually fell asleep with her on my mind. I made my bed the next morning and got ready.
My mom drove me to the mall and we were meant to meet in front of forever 21 where she wanted to shop first. I was waiting for her outside of the store, back leaning against the wall when I saw a group of girls from my school. In a panic I ran into the store and to the far back corner and pray they weren't coming in here. I could have stayed there forever but then she texted me.

Daisy: I'm outside the
store where are u?                                             
                                                  Amanda: coming.

        Who cared about those girls from my school, my girl was waiting for me. My girl? God, what was I thinking? It wasn't even dark outside. And it's not like a like her lol. I walked out to the doors and before even reaching them I saw her. She was wearing jeans and my hoodie. She was wearing my hoodie. For some reason it made my heart flutter and my cheeks go red. Her hair fell in beautiful blue waves down right past her shoulders. Her shoulders were scrunched up though. She looked so awkward and scared. She was looking around nervously. But when her green sparkling eyes met mine her shoulders relaxed and a smile grew on her face. She waved at me as I was heading her way. I did I quick glance around for those girls and caught them right while they were walking out of the mall doors: leaving. I let all of my attention focus on Daisy. How she stood in amazing custom vans with daisies on them. My smile grew wider noticing them. Then once again our eyes met just as I was approaching her. "Hey." I waved. "Hey." She answered. I forgot how sweet her voice is in real life. We walked into the store and were chatting as she was looking through clothes. She had told me that I had to help her pick out clothes but I was no help. I tried to help, I really did. I was picking out some things but she didn't seem to like them. At one point I just said, "I'm just trying to get in touch with your style." She was looking through a rack of clothes when I heard something along the lines of, " I wish you'd just 'touch' me" mumbled out of her mouth, but I probably just heard her wrong.
                When she had a decent pile we walked to the dressing room. I stoped outside the door to the hallway of the dressing room stalls. She turned around. "Don't be silly. Come on." She waved me towards her. She opened the door and I sat down on the bench and held her clothes that she was gonna try on. She took my hoodie off to reveal a black bra underneath. Holy shit, she's hot . I was staring. I was oh so obviously staring. Mouth practically on the floor. And she just smiled. Hold up did she... like this??? No she probably didn't notice. I got my self together and took my phone out. "Taking the phrase take a picture it'll last longer seriously now are we?" She said turning around to me. My cheeks got hot and I didn't know what to say I was embarrassed. All I could get was, "I..uh I" she laughed. "I'm kidding Mandy calm down". My heart fluttered at the nickname. She put my hoodie back on and walked out we paid and as we started walking a heard her take a deep breath and grab my hand which I gladly interlocked my fingers with her. I saw her shoulders relax. Weird but whatever. We walked around and shopped more and held hands not caring what others thought. Though when my mom arrived to pick us up I dropped her hand not because my mom 'hAtEs ThE gAyS' or anything(at least I think Idk I haven't actually come out to her yet) I just didn't want her think we were dating or something. The ride back to my house my mom just asked how we meet in which I told her that we met through a friend and all the normal mom questions. What are your hobbies, grades, etc. When we got home I quickly thanked my mom for driving us and brought Daisy up stairs to my room. She stepped into it slowly taking it all in. She put her stuff down in a little bin I have in the corner where I put all of my friends things when they come over so they don't forget anything and so my room can stay somewhat organized when they are here. I could tell she didn't know where to sit so I plopped my self down on my bed and she did soon after. We talked until it got dark when she then brought up the idea of watching a scary movie that we were actually into. I said yea and brought out my computer sitting it at the end of the bed and we choose a movie she looked up at me wide-eyed and in a teasing way said, "You'll still be my protector right?" I turned off the lights and put my arm around her. "Always" I said.
We watched the movie honestly half cuddling the whole time. When the movie was over she still looked kinda freaked but it was getting late. I told her it was probably time we go to bed. She agreed and we laid down. We were facing the opposite ways when I said, "Daisy?" And turned around. She turned around, too. "Yea?" She answered me. "You remember when we were at the movie theater right before my family came out?" She nodded. I pushed her hair back behind her ear then placing my hands on the side of her face. She brought her face to mine and she kissed me softly and slowly on the lips. I pulled her close to my chest my arms around her and her arms around me our legs intertwined. And we fell asleep like that.
               The moment I woke up in the position I loved it but mentally just went 'fuck, you stupid idiot. Why didn't you kiss her back or have done... something.' I just watched her as she slept. Yes, I know that sounds creepy but she's just so pretty and in that moment even after the kiss it was that moment that I admitted to myself that I liked her. She woke up a little while later. " 'Morning sleepy head" I said to her. "Good morning" she stretched out her arms and placed them back around me looking as peaceful as you could them all the sudden as if a switch went off her eyes popped open and she looked horrified quickly removing her hands from me. "Omg I'm so sorry. God your probably not even gay. I don't know why I did that. I'm so sor-" I cut her off my gently placing my lips to hers. She deepened the kiss and it was passionate. When we finally stopped and we were forehead to forehead. "Don't worry, I'm gay as fuck." I said.  She giggled.
                It was a Sunday morning which meant my stepdad and mom was with my brother at soccer. "Food?" I asked. She nodded and I carried her on my back downstairs and sat her on a chair as I made pancakes. We were dancing and singing along to music coming out of her phone. I sat down and we ate together.
           Her mom had to pick her about right after that but we had about just enough time for me to tell her what I needed to tell her. "Daisy?" I said while she was packing up her things. "Listen, I like you I really do and I think you like me so would you maybe wanna be my girlfriend?" She stopped what she was doing and dropped her things she jumped on me where I was sitting on the bed. She had a knee on either side of me. She grabbed me face and kissed me. "Yes." She kissed me again. She finished packing up get things and I gave her one last goodbye kiss before she hoped into her moms car. I couldn't wait for our first official date that Friday at a cute little cafe.

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