How I Knew (A true story)

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Hi! Here's a little story about me realizing that I in fact like girls! I hope u enjoy this story.
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It was February when I first saw her. I had heard the rumors on the bus about a new student. A new girl. I hadn't really thought much of it there was literally I new girl one week before this one came. (I'm not gonna day her real name because #1 she has a very unique name and #2 she's on Wattpad so if she saw it she would know this is about her. And I just pray she never finds this but if she does this is proof that she likes girls and should come date me) I was sitting in my first period class when my teacher went into the hallway and I heard some talking. Next to me was a girl with the same first name as me and I empty seat and to my other side a whole bunch of girls I thought were annoying.
             When the teacher came back in a short girl in jeans and a slightly cropped t-shirt with red medium length hair and big black glasses was behind her. She said how this was a new student who moved from another state and that her name was June. My heart fluttered at the sight of her but at the time I refused to admit I was attracted to her so I started to hate on her internally. Especially when the teacher had me and the two girls next to me move down so she can sit in the middle of the row. The girls next to her were talking the whole time and god I was so jealous. I refused to try anything in order to be her friend. Told myself that she had already made friends (and she did, she was nice so everyone liked her.) she was in my first period, third and fifth and I will admit I was disappointed that she wasn't in more of my classes.
           One day during third period the teacher called on her and if I didn't like her before I sure as hell felt something then. It was in that moment I realized she was super smart and I thought that was super hot.      
           So fifth period while she was waiting for a mutual friend to get ready so they could go out for gym class I went up to her and told her that I thought it she was very smart or something like that. I started talking to her and we formed a little friend group kinda. I was happy about it but kinda wished it was just the two of us. At one day the little group of us made a plan to go on one of the girls bus and go dress shopping at the mall. I was so down for it obviously.
           On the bus though I sat with who was at the time my best friend. (we'll call her Karen) and June was sitting with the girls who's house we were going to. (We'll call her Emma) (There was another girl to but she was meeting us at the mall we will call her Heather.) I kept sitting next to June and standing next to her while we were at Emma's house. When it was finally time to go I sat in the back with June.
              We got to the mall, met up with Heather and went shopping the whole time all I could really focus on was June. I wanted to run my finger through her hair really badly and just hold her hand or just be with her. At one point we got on the topic of who she liked which I then hated that person with a burning passion telling her she can't date him and honestly getting way too upset to the point were Emma verbalized her confusion and I just told her that I cared about June and didn't want to her getting hurt.
            We got food and some how we got on to the topic of sexuality. Heather wasn't really sitting with us at the time idk where she was so it was just the 4 of us. Karen said that she was bi and Emma said and I quote "as straight as a nail" where June responded "oh, same!" I didn't say anything. But when June said that my heart hurt.
                 June then told us about how all of her past boyfriends were horrible and cheated on her and all I could think is I could treat you so much better, I would never hurt you, you deserve so much better and the only person that I believe or could trust to treat her right was me because that's how much I carried about her. At some point we had found Heather and I really needed to pee. So she went to the bathroom with me and I told her that I thought I liked girls and omg it was SOOO difficult to say cause it took me forever to admit it to myself so I was freaking out and she just smiled super big and told me that that's amazing and awesome and that she supported me and all that stuff which made me feel a lot better I mean I knew she wouldn't hate me but that doesn't make it any easier to say. I didn't tell her that I thought I liked June though.
          When we were walking back she was being so supportive but at one point she made a comment of it and the second after she said it how I realized how close we were to the group of them. But thank god they were talking about something else so I don't think they heard me.
             Ok so June is very short like 4'10 maybe and I'm like 5'4 ish so I'm a lot taller then her (I mean everyone is but you get the point) so she was running around this one store (and for some reason I still remember the name of the store even though it was one of those generic stores like J.C penny, Macy's like a department-store ya know) and she was running around looking for the tallest heels and finds a pair of red heels. And I had separated myself from the group a little at that point cause I was starting to realize my feelings when she comes up to my wearing the heels. I standup still a lot taller then her. But she is close to me and staring up at me smiling and it want a thought but an urge that I had to swallow down. In the moment my whole body was telling me to grab her face and kiss her and I can still see her face looking up at me smiling burned into my memory forever. After that nothing was good though. I told people I was sick and wanted to go home and sat in the back seat with June. Karen being a bitch made and cry and I had my mom pick me up basically as soon are we got back to Emma's. I drove June home cause she needs a ride and of course the street she lived on even had an adorable name. After that I told Karen how I felt she told me she wouldn't let me talk to her again because June was straight and would never like me. Now we are in a different school and she only talked to me like twice when I would bump into her in the hallway. We don't have any classes together and I really miss her and wish she liked me too. I know I need to get over her but it's super hard.
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Hope you enjoyed my suffering! I'll probably be writing more short scenarios like the Daisy one hopefully soon.

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