Utopia

Step by Step

Jisoo POV

Its been one week since I got here on earth and It been 7 days that Jennie trying to avoid me she always goes out early and comeback late at night I can let this happen I need to get close to her its making me frustrated every time when I try to get near to her she always go other way. "Aishh" I whine.

"What wrong unnie?" Chaeyong said to me we are here at the cafetiria "Oh its nothing" I smile at her " your sure unnie ,you know you can tell me everything right after all we are Bestfriend" she told me "of course I dont know what to do if I didn't bump in too you in our first day" I said laughing slightly " yeah that is quite epic" she smiled.

I look around and see Jennie and her friends not that far from our table " by the way How is sharing room with Lisa?" I asked her " well she's quite nice" I see her blushing " Oh are you blushing ?" I question her " No Ofcourse not" she keep denying " just be careful okay I hear a lot about her you know and her friends" I told her " I know unnie, Thanks" she said "lets Go to Class now" I tell her

We Go back to Class and listen to the Professor lecture bit I can feel Jennie looking at me when i try to look at her she already looking infront. This is really not helping she keep ignoring me but she always stare at me when she thought that I did nor notice her stares. The bell ring indacating that its already end of the Class Jennie and her friends Go out immidately. I can let her get away for me this time I need to get close to her so I tell Rose that she can go back first because I have something to do. I tailed behind her she get inside her car and I immediatly call for a Cab so I can follow her I  said to driver to follow the Jennie , she stop in sementery looks like shes gonna visit her late father. She sit infront of her father tomb.

"How are you dad ?, I Miss you so much" she said while looking down to her father she sigh and few minutes a tear fall down to her eyes I was going to approach her when I see a girl stop infront of her.

"Jennie" the girl said, she have a Black hair and I can say she is really pretty One of the most pretty person I see Including Jennie. I can see the Schock on Jennie's Face and then it turn to anger.

"What are you doing here Irene?!" She asked the girl name Irene "I just want to visit dad too Jen" she look at Jennie with pleading eyes "DAD!? So you call her Dad now" Jennie shouted at Irene "You dont have the right to call him that Irene! You are not even her daugther!" She shout again to her "please Jen give us a chance ,everynight I hear Mom crying she Miss you so much so please" Irene try to tell again to Jennie " Huh she Miss me thats BULLSHIT! Im sure she so happy because Dad died and dont pretend that she misses me and Love me like a good Mom because SHE SIMPLY NOT!" Jennie try to slap Irene but I quickly go to them and hold Jennie hand, she have questioning look on her Face "Can you leave us for now Irene I dont think Jennie is ready for this" I asked her and she simply nod she walk away and I go of Jennie hand.

"What are you doing here Jisoo ? Are you following me?" Jennie asked while glaring at me "Yes" I told her " What the hell didn't I Told you before to mind your own business" she said to me like shes ready to Choke me to death "Jennie I cant simply let you be okay" I tell to her " And why is that we are just simply Schoolmates and roommate but nothing more" she question me and I can see the irritation to her Face but also she quick to hide How sad she is right now I think its because of her and Irene confrontation. "Can you stop trying to get close to me because your so irritating. I HATE YOU can you understand that , STOP pretending that you care for me because NO ONE really cares!?"  She shout at me trying to intimidate me and I can see how lonely she is when she said that no one cares about her she look down on the ground trying to avoid me.

"No Jen" I hold both in my hand her cheeks and make her look to me but she trying to avoid me "Jennie Look at me please" I told her and she meet my eyes "I do I care Jennie I want you to know that I care about you, your wrong because If you think no one cares then what about your friends they care for you Jen so please Stop hating people and let them show you how much you mean to them" I tell her sincerely and hug her tightly, she cried at my shoulder "it just every time I did try to trust someone I always get hurt and it's not so nice I admit I'm use to being hurt but I get tired of it to you know" she told me while crying " No Jennie People make mistake maybe they hurt but trust me I'm sure they didn't mean those they won't do it intentionally. I'll be here with you I hold your hand when you felt scared I promise I won't leave you side so let them show you" I pull back at our hug and kiss her tears away " I don't know Jisoo" she told me , I look at her " No Jen Stop this Stop hurting yourself okay, trust me I'll be here for you I'll stay if that's what you want me too, just promise me to be Happy" I look at her sincerely and she pull me again to hug.

After she calm down we bid goodbye to her father she asked me if she could hold my hand and I gladly say yes . She keep glancing at our intertwined hand I told her that she should keep her eyes on the road to tease her and I could see her blush she let go of it and focus on driving.

"Ca..Can I sleep with you tonight?" Jennie asked me when I close the book I reading I look at her and see her blushing "Of course come here" I smile to her and gestures to come and lay down with me and so she did, she put a pillow between us and tell me that it's better to be sure I asked her what does she mean by that but she just shrug at me and tell me to sleep already, after an hour I can feel her change of breathing she already asleep I guess.

"Everything will be alright I promise you" I look at her sleeping face and smile how cute her dumpling cheeks I wonder how can she look so hot then cute at the same time I shake my head to get out in my thought "Step by Step Jen I'll make sure everything will be fine" I whisper and close my eyes.