Never Mine

Marsh opens up about his feelings

Dove's pov

I try to get a hold of Marsh but I cannot find him,I dropped at his home place and asked his parents if he was around but they mention he didn't come home last night .As I was planning to find a way to get to school ,Bruv calls me on my phone

I pick up

"Good morning beautiful?"

I blush "bruv?"

He chuckles "Are you in school yet ?"

"No I'm not" I sigh "Marsh didn't come home last night"

"So how's that related to you not coming to school?" He pauses "Are you worried about him?"

"Yes,I mean no ,I'm not ,bruv you know me and him always go to school together"

"That's right, sorry I forgot,let me come pick you up instead"

"Bruv ? don't bother"

"I'm on my way there now you can't stop me"

"Bruv , Bruv listen to me, don't-"

He hangs up.

I wait for like 10mins wandering all over before he arrives

He  comes out of the car and  hugs me then holds my two hands

"Look at you , you are like the sexiest woman alive"he smirks

I slide my hand off from his then look down "Is there anything wrong?"

"Bruv we're getting late for class"

He pulls me into a hug again but this time in a more romantic way
"Dove , will you be my girlfriend? please?say yes"

I sink my face into his chest as if to ask him to never let go ,His strong cologne hit my nose and his warm chest which was so irresistible​  brings Marsh's memories to me

I look at him ,it was happening and I didn't know how to respond to that. I awkwardly place my arms around him, knowing that if I didn't he might stop hugging me. Maybe one day this will be something more, but not now because I'm confused  ,bruv is nice and sweet but Marsh ?humph..I can't get him off my mind,I think I like him..

"What are you two doing?!"

We break off from the hug in embarrassment and look at Marsh leaving his car in the same clothes he was in yesterday

"D..dude , what a surprise to see you here " Bruv fakes a smile

Marsh raises his brows then his  voice at bruv "Bro, what are you doing here? Can't you two keep your affections Private ?huh?we get it you're in a relationship y-"

I cut him short "Marsh, please that's enough,you don't need to raise your voice at bruv and besides what we do is none of your business"

I sigh then continue "Bruv let's go,we are running late for class"

"Bro , I just don't get it? what do you care ?"

"Bruv that's enough, let's go!"

Bruv says "Let me open the door for you,,get in "

I have never seen Marsh this furious before
               
But why though,why does he need to get angry

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Marsh's pov

For crying out loud they are already dating ?its just been three days,that's not even it, because dove now treats me like a stranger .. what does Bruv do that I never do , dove has never been affectionate towards me ,I'm not surprised because I'm just a best friend to her ..

I stayed home and didn't go to class,I called my cousin Maxwell and told him to drop by after school.

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"Thanks for coming man,I needed someone to talk to so bad"

Max comes and sits on my bed beside me "What's up Marsh"

I take a deep breath "I'm confused about everything happening in my life recently"

"Is it about you not attending classes?"

"No,it's about dove" a smile comes from no where and fills my cheeks

Max smacks me "Damn bro! what about her"

"I'm in Love with her man"

"I thought you guys were just best friends?"
 
"That's what I thought too"

I turn and face him "I ..I kissed her max, I've never kissed a girl and felt attached that easily,I just can't get her out of my mind"I was talking with my hands explaining the whole thing with a smile

"What about Jan?"

"I think I just.."  I sigh "I stopped loving her , I mean I have been around dove nearly all my life that's why it was never hard for me to fall in love with her"

Max raises his brows "You stopped loving Jan?I mean she's hot dude!?"

"She drives me nuts bro ,she acts up at everything"

He giggles "I remember how she got mad at you at the party when you teased her then didn't kiss her "

I couldn't help but laugh too "yeah man, that was crazy"

He pats my shoulder "so what's your plan bro"

"I have no idea, because for what I know dove and bruv might be dating"

The nerve of bruv,I can't believe me and him are after one girl,will this ruin out relationship?

"Are you sure about that?"

"Yeah,they have been close since Ted left and Everytime I meet them.."  I look down  "I find them embracing each other.."

"I get it bro,you must be going through alot"

"And that's just not it, dove doesn't want to talk to me and she has been acting strange towards me lately"

I almost break into tears,max places his palm on my shoulder then rubs  "You'll be fine bro just give it time"

"I just don't know what to do with Jan, I don't know what to do anymore.."

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Bruv's pov

I drop dove home and she gets off , I strain and look through the door she got out with

"Dove wait"

She turns "What bruv?"

"I still didn't get my answer"

She scratches her head "About.."

"Yeah, about you being my girlfriend"

"Ummh,Bruv? I have to think about that"

"Take your time beautiful"

She opens the gate and goes in

I start the engine

I take a deep breath and say to myself "Will she ever love me?"

I turn on the car radio and play my favorite RnB playlist and drive home just thinking about her

Guys I just broke my phone, I still hope it works because I still have more chapters to publish,for this chapter I'll give shout to inno ,Mariam and Trevor, love you

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