"Hello" I woke up to the sound of Bryan voice "Whats wrong koby" he sat up and I followed "aw man... I'm so sorry bro... I'm own my way... okay I love you so much bro we got this you know Gmom going to heaven... bro don't worry about me I'm not gonna go crazy nigga... thank you" he hung up and I just stay quiet and he breathing his breathing changed and I heard him sobbing
"Baby I'm so sorry" I hugged him and he turned around and hugged me and I wrapped my legs around him "I love you so much baby" I just held him while he cried
"I lost both of them Ang" he cried "why did they tell me so late like I would've spent as much time as I could with her like she was- oh my gosh" he just cried
"Listen baby you are gonna get through this you are strong and smart and loved" I held him tighter
"It's like everything I ask god for he doesn't do like is he even real like how could he just sit back and let people hurt like" I let him vent and cried
After about an hour and we were getting dressed to go to Koby's mom house and I could tell Bryan was holding back and in his thoughts but I just let him feel so he can heal
"I could only imagine what koby is going through" Bryan said gettin in the car "like she was our mom when our moms were at work and she used to take us places and when my mom pasted she just made me food and made sure a was good and always gave me money like- if cancer was a nigga I would kill that motherfucka with no hesitation" he growled
He is going through fazes of anger and sadness
"Well she is gone be happier in heaven" he nodded
"That's was my fucking life at one point she is the only other female that held me when I cried the only female that loved me how my mom did like" he sighed "she is gone Ang" he held his heart
"Aww baby I'm sorry" I wiped my tears "baby listen I know I can't do exactly what she did and I can't take her place but I love you so much and I hate to see you hurting" I reached over and rubbed his back and he stopped at the stop light and reached over and grabbed my chin and kissed me and I hugged him
The cars started beeping and he took off and I sat back and he grabbed my hand and we drove there is silence
We pulled up and it was a few cars outside and the front door was open and soon as we walked in it like a vide of sadness took over us and I put my hoodie over my mouth
"Oh hey baby boy" some middle age woman walked up to Bryan "how you been"
"I been happy and great" he hugged her and she smiled at me
"Is this the reason you been happy" she smiled at me and I pulling my hoodie down
"Yes ma'am" he laughed and she hugged me
"Hey I'm mom 3" she laughed "I'm koby's mom"
"Hello I'm Angela but everybody calls me Ang" I hugged her and she sighed "I'm sorry for your lost" she rubbed my back
"Thank you so much" she pulled away and smiled "but listen everybody is in the living room" she guided us and we followed her and Janie was sitting on the couch with Kelly on the phone and koby was sitting by himself
"Hey y'all" I waved and everybody waved back
"I can't stand that little bitch" his mom shook her head "like you should be holding your man" I nodded
"Babe" I looked at Bryan and he nodded and I walked over to koby and I hugged him and he hugged me back "you okay kob"
"Yeah I am I- I'm okay" he just sighed and I hugged him tighter and he held his breath
