"Yes because Ryan was tryna be strong for Bryan and koby but at night that shit hits him hard" I nodded
"I could tell cause at the funeral he was dazing off and he didn't even speak at all" Rae sighed and I nodded
"Yeah he was just tryna to keep hisself together" Shawna ate her Vienna sausages
"He was so hurt" I said sighing
"Bryan just was tryna be tuff but he couldn't do it once they put her in the ground he broke and Koby he was just tryna laugh to keep from crying" I said and they nodded
"But I know it's gonna take them a minute to get over this like they got the hardest day out the way now it gone take some time to get use it" Rae said
"Yes like all the times they gonna wanna call her and go see her and hug her and hear her voice" I sighed "Bryan lost the two women that loved him the most" I shook my head
"You love him" Rae kissed her lips
"I know but my love is different like I can say I love him unconditionally but it's conditioned like I will not allow him to disrespect and- I don't know like I love him so deeply but I love me more" they nodding "but them ladies love him more then life itself like they put him before themselves if that make sense"
"Yeah I get what you saying and I feel the same way about Ryan like that's my fucking everything but to a certain point" Shawna squinted and I nodded
"Yeah when you have a kid it's like a love you never thought you could have or give" Rae explained "it like even though you say you a nigga ride or die you not really gone die for that nigga but you will for your child like I love Nala no matter what like I really do like if I had to kill myself just to have her I would have" she smiled
"Yes she is so beautiful and peaceful" shawna cooed "she is so innocent"
"So shawna when were you planning on telling us you pregnant" I looked at her and she started smiling Hard
"I am not" she laughed
"Girl your face is getting fatter in a pretty way and you eating weird shit and you are way to emotional even with the events going on" I said and she sighed
"Well I was going tell you guys-
"So you are pregnant" Rae and I squealed
"Yes but I haven't told anyone but Ryan of course and we wanna to do it big but I guess we are to late" she sighed
"No you are not so don't get sad you still have more people to tell but Bryan and koby know and if they don't their gonna find out cause she can't hold water" I pointed at Rae and she gasped "what it's true"
"Yeah sis it's true I'm not even gone lie to you" we all laughed "where are they anyway"
"They went to get the stuff outta Gmoms house but Ryan texted me a few minutes ago say they were on their way with food and snacks" she squealed and I laughed
"Now I gotta figure out what me and koby can talk about since Nala is with her dad" Rae laughed
"Just flirt girl damn bitch you keep asking us like we been out the game of catching niggas for a minute" shawna said and I nodded
"Well like I don't know how to flirt with him like he has a lot going on and I'm not sure if he likes me or he just using me for Nala" we bust out laughing
"I'm pretty sure he likes you because he be so amazed at the things you do and just the way you talk and he loves the fuck outta Nala which is a requirement and a plus I'm pretty sure so" I said shrugging "and koby is such a softy and he is so nice and sweet and gentle which is what you need because you are the same way"
"See me I'm chill and cool so I got Ryan which we match perfectly like we never been in a argument that really made me feel like breaking up with him and he is always the one to say sorry like he is good for my stubborn side as well" shawna and I nodded in agreement
"And then there is me I got the nigga that everybody say Is like me but I don't see it but I think we are good for each other and our relationship was made off of crazy ass unnecessary arguments" I said and we all laughed "but yeah I know he like you"
"What he told you" she asked all cheesy and I laughed
"No he told Bryan who told me" shawna laughed
"You breaking the bae code bitch" shawna said
I shrugged "sister code is way more important" I acted like was looking around and I point a Rae "but you ain't hear that shit from me" they bust out laughed
"Yo yo females what's up" Ryan walked in
"Why do it feel like you just called us bitches babe" shawna Balled up her face
"I thought I was the only one" I added and she kissed his lips
"Hey my favorite beauties" he looked at his to see if he was right this time
"That's better" shawna smiled at him and he bent down and kissed her and hugged her and he hugged me and kissed my forehead
"Now do you know me enough to get a kiss on the forehead outta love and respect or we still waiting" he turned to Rae and she laughed and held her arms open and he laughed and hugged her and kissed her on her forehead
"What the fuck is up with y'all punk ass niggas" Bryan walked in and sat down beside me and kissed grabbed my face and kissed me
"Nothing much" Rae sighed and koby came in gave me and shawna a hugged and a forehead kiss and took a seat next to Rae and they just looked at each other and started smiling and laughed
"Hey pretty" he smirked at her and she blushed
"Hey koby" she cover her face
"Can a nigga get a hug or something" He laughed a little
"Oh papi I was waiting on you" she said back and he looked at Bryan and laughed
He pulled her by her legs closer to him and he pulled her in a hug an they pulled away and they had a little moment and Rae looked away and he had a slick smirk on his face
"Damn babe I felt them sparks over here now my coochie vibrating" shawna fanned herself and I laughed "come on babe let's go upstairs"
"Relax baby" Ryan laughed "you wanna go now like for real" shawna nodded and they went upstairs
"Ya nasties" Koby said and we laughed
"Shit I'm tryna get like them" I said looking a Bryan's and he hopped up and we went upstairs and did our thing
