Childhood Friends

Chapter 8

Jungkook pov

I can't believe Taehyung was watching me workout. Is Taehyung gay? Because of what happened, I think he is. If he isn't that's fine, but I hope he is. If he is, then I ACTUALLY have a chance with him. He freaked out SOOO bad when he saw me looking at him. Did he.....gay panic. I've decided to go over to his house because I want to ask him about yesterday. He will probably try to make up an excuse, by those excuses won't work. I know he was watching me workout, I was shirtless to which really says makes me wonder why he was watching me. Did he think I was hot....hmmmmm.

Taehyung pov

I can't believe he saw me watching him. This is so embarrassing. I really don't want him to come over today. If he does come over I really don't want him to ask about anything that happened yesterday night. I gay panicked so bad. I think he knew what I was doing because he smirked at me. REEEEEE!!!
That smirk....omg......he looked really hot when he did that. I was sitting on my bed when I looked out my window and saw Jungkook coming over. WHY IS HE COMING OVER!!! I started freaking out. I called for my younger brother.

Taehyung-"Jisung. Tell Jungkook that I'm not here ok."

He nodded and walked downstairs to answer the door. When he answered the door Jungkook was standing there.

Jungkook-"Hi Jisung, is Taehyung here."

Jisung-"Taehyung told me to tell you that he's not here."

That stupid 4 year old. Jungkook stood there with a confused look on his face. I know this because I am looking around the corner. Jungkook saw me looking around the corner. Just why. Jisung moved and Jungkook started to walk towards me. And obviously, I ran up the stairs into my room and locked my door.

Jungkook-"Taehyung, open the door."

Taehyung-"No."

I didn't want him to see me so why would I open the door. He kept on knocking on the door and I wasn't going to open the door, until he said something...

Jungkook-"I'll tell your parents what you were doing last night."

I HAD to open the door now. I couldn't let my parents find out that I was watching Jungkook workout shirtless. They know that I'm gay, but I don't want them to know that I was watching a boy workout. I got up and walked to the door. It took a lot to open the door. It also took a lot to even talk to Jungkook, to even see him. I know that he probably doesn't even mind but I'm just really embarrassed. He walked into my room and sat in my bed. He patted down beside him which I knew meant he wanted me to sit there.

Jungkook-"Why are you acting like this?"

How does he not know why I am acting like this. It is obvious why I'm acting like this. Did he forget?

Jungkook-"Is it about last night."

He did remember.

Taehyung-"Y-yeah."

Jungkook-"Its fine. I really don't get why your'e so embarrassed about it."

Taehyung-"I just didn't want you to think things."

Jungkook-"....Do you not want me to think that your gay."

I almost died when he said that. I don't want him to think that I am, but I also want him to think that I am because if he likes me then he knows he has a chance with me.

Taehyung-"I amanotowello."

What did I just say. Jungkook was just as confused about what I said as I was.

Jungkook-"I'm sorry....what."

Taehyung-"I don't know."

We sat there in silence for a bit until he said...

Jungkook-"Are you gay?"

I sat there for a bit wondering what I was going to say. I wanted to tell him because he is my best friend, but I also don't want to tell him because I don't want him to think that he can't give me hugs and hold my hand. I know Jungkook likes to do those things even if he isn't dating the person.

Taehyung-"...w-well....what if I was."

Jungkook-"I would accept you. I know this is a scary thing to tell people. Trust me, I know how you feel."

I sat there thinking for a bit. What does he mean "I know how you feel." Is he gay?

Taehyung-"I am. I'm gay."

I saw that he was happy that I told him.

Jungkook pov

I am happy that he opened up to me. I know how scary it is to be gay. I'm gay. My parents don't know that I'm gay and I'm really scared to tell them. So I know how scary it is.

Jungkook-"Hey Taehyung, can I trust you with something. I've never told anyone this ever."

Taehyung-"You can trust me with anything. If it is a secret I will keep it. No matter how bad it is you can tell me, even if it doesn't even matter to me, I will listen if it makes you feel better."

I felt tears rise to my eyes. I don't think I will ever have anyone better in my life than Taehyung. I can really trust him with everything....well....not everything.

Jungkook-"w-w-well..."

It wasn't coming out of my mouth. I was absolutely terrified to tell him.

Taehyung-"Its fine if you don't want to tell me."

I really wanted to tell him, so bad. But I couldn't. I have to suck it up, I'm being a baby. I'm just telling Taehyung that I'm gay.

Jungkook-"I-I'm g-gay too."

I started crying. Why am I crying, I only told him that I was gay, it probably doesn't even matter to him.

Taehyung-"Hey don't cry it's fine. I'm happy you told me."

Jungkook-"Do you care?"

Taehyung-"Of course I care, this is a scary thing to tell people and I'm glad you told me. So your parents don't know?"

Jungkook-"Yeah, they don't."

Taehyung-"You need to tell them these things."

Jungkook-"I know, but for now, can I keep it a secret?"

Taehyung-"Yes. If you don't want to tell them now, that's fine. It's takes a lot to tell people, and it takes more to tell your parents."

Jungkook-"Thanks."

Taehyung-"YAY!!!"

Jungkook-"What?"

I was surprised to him suddenly yelling yay out of nowhere. It gave me a fright.

Taehyung-"I CAN TALK TO YOU ABOUT CUTE BOYS!!!"

Hahaha that's why he was so happy. But he said that really loud, I hope his parents didn't hear."

Jungkook-"Yes you can, also are your parents home."

Taehyung-"No why?"

Jungkook-"You said that really loud and I didn't want your parents to tell my parents."

Taehyung-"Oh, sorry."

Jungkook-"Its fine, just maybe not as loud next time."

We sat in silence for a bit, but it was a comfortable silence. It was nice. Taehyung just has a nice presence. It feels nice to be around him, not because I like him, because it feels good. He just has a happy vibe. We sat there for pretty much the whole day. Taehyung talked to me about cute boys the whole day. He kept on asking me question about the boys I've liked in the past, what type of boys I like and those dirty questions like are you a top or a bottom you know, those types of questions. I was to busy talking to Taehyung to realise the time. It was already 6 pm. I gave Taehyung a hug and went back to my house. I felt really good about today. I think I like Taehyung even more now.