Childhood Friends

Chapter 12

Taehyung pov

So Jungkook didn't kill him. That's good. At least he isn't a killer. I now know that I can like him without being nervous. If he was....he wouldn't kill me right. I have to get that thought of him killing people out of my head, because he's not a killer.

I realised that I love him a lot. He is just perfect. His hair, his eyes, his lips, his nose, his.......um......I don't want to say it but.....his abs. REEEE. It is just incredible how such a cute boy can also be so hot. It's just....wow you know.

I was expecting Jungkook to come over today like he usually does. He usually comes over at 9:30 am. Is it weird that I know that. Pfft no. Well I was waiting for that time and it hit that time....but he wasn't here. I was confused because he ALWAYS comes over at that time. Did something happen?

Jungkook pov

I was lying in bed. I didn't want to go over to Taehyung's today because I felt horrible about yesterday. And I feel even more horrible about having to make such a huge lie to cover up something so serious.

My dad walked into my room because t was now 9:30 am and I haven't come out of my room yet.

Jungkook's dad-"Jungkook are you not going over to Taehyung's house today?"

Jungkook-"No."

Jungkook's dad-"Why? You always go over to Taehyung's."

Jungkook-"The people that I killed were Taehyung's friends and it hurt him really bad."

I started crying. Just the thought of Taehyung crying makes me feel so sad.

Jungkook's dad-"You care that much about Taehyung."

Jungkook-"Yes."

He gave me this stare. I knew that something wasn't good. What did I do. Was it me caring for Taehyung.

Jungkook's dad-"Don't tell me that you love him."

I almost died. Did he just say that I love him. Like I do, but I don't want him to know that. If he found out I would actually die, an I'm not kidding. My ad is REALLY homophobic and he would disown me if I was gay. And I am gay which makes everything just so much worse.

Nothing was coming out of my mouth. My dad looked at me with disappointment in his eyes.

Jungkook's dad-"You do don't you."

I started crying. I didn't want him to find out I was gay ever. I could tell my mum because she is better with these things. She wasn't a homophobe at all.

Jungkook's dad-"You aren't my son."

I started balling my eyes out. I knew he would act like this if he ever found out, but I didn't know it would hurt this bad.

My dad stormed out of my room to the kitchen. I think my mum saw my dad leave my room looking disappointed because she came in to my room and asked if I was ok. It was hard to reply because I couldn't stop crying.

Jungkook's mum-"Hey sweetie, what's wrong you can tell me."

I looked at her with tears in my eyes and started to talk.

Jungkook-"....I-I'm g-gay and d-dad found o-out and isn't h-happy about it a-at all."

She looked at me with love and care in my eyes. I could tell she knew how dad would have been about it. She pulled me into a warm hug. My mum is just the best at supporting me with things like this.

Jungkook's mum-"That's fine. I'll love you no matter what. You are my son, and you being gay doesn't change anything. It is just the gender you love and if you love boys then that's fine."

I hugged my mum and just cried. Y was silence, a comfortable silence. Out of nowhere she asking me this question that made me panic.

Jungkook's mum-"So do you have a crush on anyone, maybe Taehyung."

I could feel my face heat up. I tried to stop it but I just can't. I have a huge crush on Taehyung.

Jungkook's mum-"Oooo, you have a crush on Taehyung."

Jungkook-"MUM."

She laughed at my embarrassed reaction.

We talked for a bit longer and it really made me feel better. Talking with my mum really took my mind off the fact that my dad said that I wasn't his son anymore.

My mum a I kept talking until my dad walked in. He had a serious look on his face, I was terrified.

Jungkook's dad-"Why are you two getting along so well."

Jungkook's mum-"Why wouldn't we be."

Jungkook's dad-"He's gay."

Jungkook's mum-"Yeah so."

Jungkook's dad-"Its disgusting."

My mum was so angry about what he just said about me. She went out of the room and talked to my dad about it. I sat in my room nervous for what will be said to me next. After their long conversation they came into my room.

Jungkook's dad-"I'm sorry about what I said. You are.....g-gay and that's f-fine."

Jungkook-"Really."

Jungkook's dad-"Y-yep. Your mum and I talked about it and she said that I should be more supportive about it."

I was so happy to hear that. My mum must've said some stuff to make that come out of my dads mouth. He is THE MOST homophobic person I have ever met, and that just came out of his mouth. I ran over to him and gave him a huge hug. He hesitated for a second but then hugged me back soon after.

I felt really good about today. My parents now know that I'm gay and their fine with it. Well my dad is trying to be. I can tell he is trying so it doesn't upset me. It's nice that he is trying to keep me happy. I now think that I am going to b happier at home. I won't be so secretive anymore.