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night time is when all your deepest most inner thoughts come out. some random , some useless , some happy and some sad. for luna all of hers were sad ones. she never really considered herself a bad person in fact she thought she was more of a kind and sweet person , but your brain never really cares what you think. no matter how good you think you are , how rich or how poor , no matter how good your life may seem there is always sadness... always .
this day like any other day was just a normal one . luna and the rest of itzy went on a morning walk just to wake themselves up for filming. luna loved these walks , mostly when it was spring because of all the cherry blossoms. cherry blossoms had a comforting smell and visual to her , it helped calm her down and wash away any bad thoughts she had. anytime they passed one she would pick up a petal from the ground and put it in her pockets. she always kept them in her windowsill because the smell filled her rom and that's the first thing she wanted to see and smell when she woke up.
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wrong
wrong
wrong
and wrong
these dances were just getting harder for luna and she didn't think she would be able to keep up. she closed her eyes the sweat trickling down her forehead to her cheek and her breathing started to steady itself and bit then hitch every few seconds. she thought back to this morning and remember the faint smell of cherry blossoms that filled her room. oh how she wished she could just go back to her bed and pull up her covers just below her head and lay there , staring at the ceiling.
''luna" a faint voice called out. "luna? LUNA!!" they screamed louder.
this snapped her back to reality to see a confused chaeryoung in front of her. she looked at her and looked just as confused back.
"you were spacing out again. whats wrong with you are you sick or something?" chaeryoung asked concern clear in her voice.
"ah no im just , thinking is all." luna said with a half smile on her face.
"well if u dont pay much attention the teacher will yell at you.'' chaeryoung shyly said in an almost whisper like voice.
luna smiled at this and linked their arms together "then lets go and practice more."
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12:00 pm and luna along with her friends , yeji , ryujin , chaeryoung , lia and yuna were back in their shared dorm. it was really late and at this time luna would be fast asleep the minute she hit her bed , but something was keeping her up. something she hated and always happened. her thoughts.
she wanted them to stop , she knew she was good , she knew she was trying and she knew if and when she debuted she would get just as much love as her fellow members , but she couldn't help it. no matter how many time she tried to close her eyes and make them go away they were always in the back of her mind screaming and digging each burning question in her brain. and that's when she couldn't take them any longer. her face became wet and stained with her tears. they rolled of her cheek , then her pillow and onto the bed staining everything it touched. just a constant reminder that she 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 she wasn't as good as everyone wanted her to be.
she turned and got up walking to her window. she sat on the floor and placed her hands on the cold wood windowsill and looked outside. it seemed mother nature was feeling the same way , the rain beating up against the window and the sound of rain hitting the roof with what sounded like bullets hitting with mad force.
luna closed her eyes and took a deep breath in and deep breath out trying to calm herself down. the smell of cherry blossoms that was always present in her room filled her nose with its pleasant and calming smells and the rain with its loud yet somehow relaxing sound against the window and roof both mixed together made luna feel tired and she drifted off to sleep.
the smell of cherry blossom of so ever present in her room , there to help her get a good night sleep and there for a happy helpful greeting in the morning.
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