"You had a choice and you blew it now you're crawling back to me because you know you're stuck on me"
"But"
"No it's ok I get it you love her more than me"
I walked up to her door ringing the door bell hoping she answered. After five minutes I was met with those eyes I a broke a year ago
"What do you want ?"
"I-I-I'm sorry"
"Y/n we've been through this you chose her"
"B-b-but"
"You had a choice and you blew it now you're crawling back to me because you know you're stuck on me"
"But"
"No it's ok I get it you love her more than me"
"No I didn't"
"Then why ?"
"Because you wouldn't change billie"
"What ?"
"You slept with every girl that was breathing you fucked brandon all the time what was I supposed to do stay ?"
She looked down biting her lip. I realized that having this argument over and over again wasn't going to get us anywhere. I let out a sigh walking back to my car and driving back to me and Ruby's house. It had been a year since I let out my hit song and blew up more. Everyone knew me and billie were separated except for the public we were married just not together. She didn't want a divorce so we co-parented for the past year. I get the kids all week and she gets the kids on the weekends. The kids get along with ruby very well and I'm honestly happy with her but I felt like something was missing
"Babe I'm home"
Silence
I walked to our room no sign of ruby. I went back downstairs I grabbed my phone calling ruby
Ring
Ring
Ring
"Hello ?"
"Hey baby where are you ?"
"Just getting food for us baby"
"Awe ok babe"
"I'm on the way home so put on some pjs"
"Ok daddy"
YOUR PJS
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I know it wasn't your typical pjs but I wanted ruby tonight honestly. I heard the door open and skipped to the living room waiting for her to notice my clothes. She turned around biting her lip dropping the food on the table and walked over to me
"Upstairs now"
"Or what ?"
"Wanna find out ?"
"Yup"
Ruby picked me up carrying me upstairs
-Morning-
I woke up to an empty bed. I frowned getting up out of the bed I shivered as my feet hit the cold wood floor. I walked out our room checking the rooms of the kids they were all asleep I smiled at their peaceful faces and walked away closing the door softly. I walked downstairs hearing ruby talking she was probably talking to her aunt I stood in the hallway so she won't see me ease dropping
"Yeah baby I can come tonight"
I heard a females voice on the other end
"How long are you gonna keep playing house with y/n and come back home with me daddy ?"
"Just until I can get famous from her and then I'll leave her. She honestly has so much baggage. Her and billie had problems but when she told me that billie was abusive I couldn't believe it and hell billie even cheated on her multiple times with some dude"
"Yea I know billie was going on and on about how her and y/n were married but she still wanted to be with me if it wasn't for that zoe bitch for getting me banned I wouldn't have to share you with that bitch over there laying with you"
"Crystal calm down ok ? It'll be over soon I promise I gotta go I'll see you tonight bye love you"
"Fine see you tonight daddy I love you too"
I felt my chest tighten it felt like my body was heavy with bricks. I was angry, sad and disappointed. I let myself be vulnerable with someone who didn't even love me but used me for their sick game especially with a person billie cheated on me with. I felt my tears falling not knowing I was crying before. I walked out of the shadows watching her texting on her phone I only felt rage and just wanted her gone
"Get out"
She turned around looking shocked she tried to get a word out but I wouldn't let her
"I will not let me or my children be around with someone so toxic and manipulative. You used me you never cared about me. If money is all you wanted then here"
I went to the safe and grabbed $2,000 and threw it at her
"Y/n ba-"
"Don't even say that to me again I want you out seriously I won't make a scene the kids are sleeping and I just can't deal with this shit okay ?"
She nodded and walked passed me with her head down. I walked in the kitchen making me a cup of coffee. My coffee was usually sweet and with a lot of cream but days like this I needed a black coffee. Black just like the souls of the two people I trusted. The coffee left a bitter taste in my mouth as I forced myself to drink it all reminding myself of the hard truth I thought ruby was different but she's the same as billie except billie didn't use me for fame she was already famous on her own. That's the thing about being famous you never know of the people's true intentions. They're all so greedy to be in the spotlight to be the name that's in everyone's conversation but they'll be forgotten just like the rest of them people like that are the real example of clout chasers. I got up cleaning my cup out and heard footsteps I knew ruby was there but I refused to give her what I always gave billie a chance. I ignored her presence when she tried to plead her case and even when she tried to kiss my cheek for a goodbye. I walked passed her nudging her away telling her to leave the keys to the house and car on the counter and I expected her to be gone by the time I was back. I passed a mirror and looked at the person I became
"Who are you?"
I had to learn to be independent on my own. I had to say goodbye to the innocent girl I once knew. I had to grow up I was a mother I had to be strong for my kids for me I had to say goodbye to my old life and learn to welcome the new one.
Heeeey I hope y'all like the first chapter I love y'all 💚
