Avengers x Reader One Shots

Concerns and Confessions

[Spiderman/Peter Parker x Suicidal Hooman Reader]
This is for everyone guy and girl so have fun and if you have any issues with talk about suicide or bullying than I don't think you'll wanna read this. I'll make another one for you guys. Anywhooo enjoy!!!
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'Go away. Nobody wants you. If you left this world, nobody would notice. Your family is better off without you. You're worthless. You're ugly. You're fat. KILL YOURSELF!'

'All those people are probably right. The world would be better off without me. I should just...leave.'
I was standing on the roof of a 20 story building. All the voices of the bullies inside my head. I thought they would go away, but unfortunately, they didn't, so my legs decided to bring me here, at 3:30am.

'I can't take it anymore. I should just end it all.'
I stare down at the bustling street below me, inching toward the edge of the ledge. My eyes stung with slick, warm trails of salty water running down my face. As my feet are nearly hanging from the ledge I think I hear a voice behind me but I dismiss it as just another voice in my head. I reach into my pocket and pull out my headphones. The voice inside my head is getting louder. I put in my headphones in, blasting my music, drowning out every voice and noise.

I closed my eyes and turned around, ready to fall into oblivion. I felt the ground shake slightly underneath me but again I dismiss it. As I'm about to fall of the roof I think about all the good times I've had in my 16 years. All the good moments I've had with my parents and younger siblings. With the few friends I have and my crush, just then an image of my crush, Peter Parker, weaved its way into my mind and that's when I decided to fall.
"I love you Peter." I said, leaning back.

I felt the rush of air around my body, then it ceased. I had thought I hit the ground but it would've been more painful. I felt pressure on my stomach. My arms sprung towards my stomach and found a stringy rope attached, my eyes shot open when I started "floating" up. That's when I saw him, a face I thought I'd never see again. I thought I was hallucinating. As I came to the top of the ledge it was made clear, I was not hallucinating.

It was Peter......IN A SPIDERMAN SUIT!!!! He gripped onto my waist in case I tried jumping again. I ripped my headphones out of my ears.

"Pe-Peter??" I was so confused about everything now.

"(Y/N), what the hell? Wh-Why....?" He trailed off. His eyes held concern and sadness.

"I-I.... You saved me? Why?" I was in disbelief.

"Because, I couldn't let you die, I need you (Y/N). I-I love you too." He said, then he kissed me. The kiss was full of such love and passion I had almost forgot what he said.

'He loves me too? WAIT HE HEARD ME WHEN I CONFESSED!??!' My eyes widened, he was here the whole time, he heard me confess my love for him. He saved me? He needs me? HE LOVES ME! As soon as that registered in my mind I melted into the kiss, wrapping my arms around his neck and pressing my body against his, deepening the kiss.

He gripped my waist tighter. He broke the kiss due to lack of air. I opened my eyes feeling warm tears go down my cheeks. When I seen the love mixed with hurt in his eyes and tears streaming down his face, more tears went down mine. I realized that he really did care and love me.

"S-So....you really love me?" I asked breathlessly.

"Of course. I've loved you from the moment you burst into my classroom." He smiled.

" W-Why? You can be with MJ or Lisa, or anyone else at school, why love me I'm nothing, I'm not attractive nor sm-" he cut me off with another breathtaking kiss.

He broke the kiss again saying,

"It will always be you that I give all my love too." I smiled wide and leaned in, he smiled wider than he was and kissed back.

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It was about 5:30am and we were on the rooftop watching the sun rise and talking.

"So, you're Spiderman? Wow!" I asked genuinely surprised when it crossed my mind finally.

"We have been on this roof talking for two hours and you just now ask me that?"

"I mean it did just cross my mind since I saw you. After that kiss every thought went poof." I replied, giggling. He smiled, going crimson.

"Well...yeah. I've been for about six months now."

"How are you liking being the hero of queens? Swinging around the city fighting criminals and saving lives?" I question.

"I love it. Fighting criminals is exciting and I love making a difference in people's lives." He looked down at his hands, "Speaking of saving lives....why'd you try to take yours?" He asked, concern evident on his face. My smile faded into a frown. Remembering what had almost happened a few hours ago made me depressed again. I am truly happy and free with Peter, so I have to be honest.

"The bullying was too much to handle. People calling me names, telling me I'm fat, ugly, stupid, worthless. They tell me that nobody would care if I had died, that my family and the world is better off without me." I said on the verge of tears. I looked at Peter and saw pure anger in his eyes and on his face.

"Who?" was all he asked. I told him everyone who bullied me and he got even angrier, but once he turned his gazed towards my face he softened. Seeing me silently crying and shaking violently was enough for him to calm down.

He embraced me and softly kissed my forehead.

"Everything will be okay (Y/N). I'll make sure you never get hurt again." I looked up into his eyes, as he gazed into mine. The orange light emitting from the sunrise creating a glow around us, he leaned down a ghost of a kiss appearing on my lips. The last two words he mumbled made me so warm and happy inside and I started glowing.

"I promise♥"