"This life is boring,
This pain that I can't bear.
Even my loved ones,
Doesn't even care.....
Not like my past self,
Who is Loving....
And Caring."
I walked down the road thinking about how much I hate my life. I looked at my wrist that has cuts all over it...
I sighed and continued on walking until I walked past by a group of beautiful girls in the cafe. I easily became jealous and ran.
And ran.....
'I wish that I would just die!' I thought in my head as I ran past another group of attractive people. On the verge of crying I stooped down and looked at the floor, 'Why am I so different?' I asked myself. '...I want to die!' I can't hold it already and fell on my knees. Well good thing that I am in a quiet place, so I cried there.
Here in the alley way alone....
"Hello?" I heard a voice from afar. Was that person listening to my cries? I stopped crying and looked at where that voice came from. "W-who are you?" I sniffled, wiping the tears away from my eyes.
The person walked forward to show himelf/herself. And it is... A guy?
My eyes widened and I ran... Again. I don't want anybody to see me like this!
The man just went after me and had finally caught me.
"Hey!" The mystery guy shouted. Man he has a cool voice..... I tried to be free from his grasp but to no avail. "L-let me go!" I shrieked. "Woah, woah! Calm down I won't hurt you." The guy said.
Then finally I have freed my wrist from his grasp and ran a lot more faster until I reached my house. "Hello, (y/n)" mom greeted me with a smile that faded away because of her sight of me.
"Dear god, (y/n)! What happened to you?!" Mom asked with such concern, looking at my cuts and scars. All that I could do is to cry.
Cry and cry until I see blood...
I just ignored mom and ran up to my room and locked the door. I jumped on my bed and breathed in deeply, Why is my life so irrelevant? Why did God curse me?
I want to kill myself........
And with that I fell asleep and waited for the time of my death, tonight at 11:30pm. Here I will die... All alone. Grabbed a knife from the kitchen, looked the door of my room and closed all the lights.
I took a deep breath and stabbed myself. Tears flowing down my cheeks, blood splattering around the room.
Goodbye World.....
And to this day you did not know that the man who tried to help you actually fell in love with you.
Hijirikawa Masato, was his name.
The man that tried to help you but to no avail.
But now that you are dead, gone. All that Masato can do is to stay quiet and mourn for your death, he was actually one of your classmates in your school.
So every now and then you were the one who is....
Knocking on the mind.
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