Regina couldn't do this anymore. She had to stop it. She had to be a better person than a dirty mistress. Every night Robin came into her house and they found themselves making passionate love in every corner of the house. Every night was the same. At the moment she opened the door she knew. She knew that she couldn't resist him. She loved him, his voice, his scent, his words every time he was taking her passionately against the wall, on the couch, , on the floor, on her bed. Every inch of this house reminded her of him now. For two months he had been cheating on his wife with her; and she couldn't do anything to stop it… She knew the moment she would open that door they would end up making love one, two, three and sometimes even four times.
They both knew that they had to stop this. It was cheating and it was wrong. Yes, it was terribly sinful, but it felt so good at the same time. And once they were done, they both were too exhausted, from their love making, they simply laid there, curled into each other for hours, whispering sweet nothings and caressing every inch of each other’s body. But then, then when morning came, the most difficult thing came too. He had to leave, return to his wife and that was killing Regina, because she was the one who ended up all alone again… as always.
But this night Regina was determined to put an end to it. She was waiting for him, like usual, but this time was a different one. She would stop it…
When she heard the door, her heart started beating fast and for one second, only one second, she hesitated… She wasn’t ready, but then she came to her senses and mentally prepared herself. She took a deep breath and opened the door.
She barely had time to understand what was happening. Robin wrapped her body with his strong arms and pinned her against the wall kissing her passionately. His hands were everywhere and he was taking her breath away. He forced his tongue into her mouth and she gladly returned the kiss moaning. But then she remembered what she had promised to herself... Tonight she would put an end to it. So with all the strength she could find in herself, she pushed him away. Robin frowned, looking at her with confusion in his eyes. He took a step forward to reach her, but she gently shoved him again.
“No... I can't do this anymore. This has to stop. Now!” she said sharply.
Robin's eyes widened because he haven’t seen that one coming. But he couldn't stop it. He just couldn't… “Are you trying to drive me away?! Because I’m not going anywhere.” he said passionately.
“I don’t have to drive you away,” she took a step forward and raised her finger to him, “you are married, you have children, you ARE away. By definition YOU ARE AWAY ROBIN! You're unavailable.” she raised both of her hands, took a step back and she turned her back to him.
“So this is about Marian…?” he knew it. But he had to confirm it.
“No…” she cried. But they both knew better. She turned to look at him. “I smile at her, and I take off my clothes for you…” she stared into his deep blue eyes. “I wait for you... I watch for you... My whole life is you…!” She confessed tears streaming down her face. “I can't breathe because I'm waiting for you! You own me... You control me! I… I belong to you-” She was going to continue but he cut her off.
“You own ME!” he yelled, tears pricking at the corner of his eyes, emotion overwhelming him at her confession. “YOU control me! I belong to you!” He took a deep breath frustrated. “Do you think I don't want to be a better man?! Do you think that I don't want to dedicate myself to my marriage?” he was crying now. “Do you really think that I don't want to be honorable?!” he yelled even louder. He walked closer to her. “I love you. I'm in love, with you. You are the love of my life… My feelings are controlled by the look on your face. I can't breathe without you, I can't sleep without you, I wait for you, I watch out for you.” He closed the distance between them and she could feel his breath on her face. His words had rendered her speechless. She was looking at him with her brown eyes full of tears and skepticism. “I exist for you.” He said tears running from his eyes. He ran a hand through his hair and continued “If I could escape all of this and run away with you…” he shook his head, for a moment considering it truly, until her figured that there was one more thing, other than Regina, he lived for. There was Roland too. He couldn't leave him. “You are nobody's victim Regina, I belong to you” he said again. She had to understand that simple fact; she was his and he was hers. “We are in this together…” he took a step back. Tears were running from his lashes.
