My Name is john green when i was seven years old i had an imaginary friend she was beautiful she had long silver hair and striking purple eye's,
everyday she was in my room waiting for me when ever my day was hard she was there for me my father was a drunk my mother was never home she traveled a lot so i was always alone until my angel came to me , one night when i was eight i dreamed she was lying next to me and stroked my hear and whispering to me my angel told me she was going away and that she would come for me and take me away i never saw her again,
after many years when i told anyone about my angel they would tell my it was just dreams and stuff i made up to deal with the problems in my home, my counselor told me that it was just stress induced hallucinations and that i made her up to protect me from the things happening in my life ,
its been almost ten years since then when i was ten my mother filed for divorce and left the city for a change of pace my dad was very angry and began drinking even more, when i was thirteen she remarried and moved back to the city her new husband was a wealthy country man and wanted me to come live with them my dad fought her in court and won,
i was fifteen when they found out what he was doing to me, and sixteen when they took me to live with my mom a women i had seen maybe six times in the last five years and knew nothing about and a man who was even more of a stranger ,
my mom quite her job as an air hostess and was home all the time i was moved to a fancy school and did well on my tests and other things, but i still thought about my angel no mater what they say to me i know she was real and i know i loved her and still what for her to come for me,
I'm seventeen and have been getting closer to my mom little by little now i even talk to bill sometimes hes a good man and i think my mom was right to lave my dad for him i just wish she fought harder to take me with her is all, i haven't told them yet i don't know how to but i have a heart disease im not sure how to go about it but i have to its getting worse and they need to know. I will see my angel again
