I got jealous
I never do
But there was something about not having you
Never wanting you like that
But the way you wanted me so bad
It was a good feeling
It was a selfish feeling*
Fuck it, I wanted you to want me
I wanted you to tell me how much you wanted me
I wanted you to show me how much you wanted me
I wanted you to want me so bad you NEVER wanted anyone else
I wanted you to want me so bad it hurt you to THINK about anyone else
I wanted you to want me
Because I loved the attention you were giving me
Because I loved the way you wanted me
But yes I'm an asshole for this because no.....
I never had love for you the way I knew you had for me
I just loved the attention.
Your Attention.
