The hope that's left

Hopeless

 

I'm getting sadder by the day
The hope I had yesterday lessened
I've made mistakes that I'm still trying to recover from
I blame myself for things people say wasn't my fault
I pretend to be ok when I'm deeply hurting
I take help but I'm just becoming worse than ever
How many mistakes
How much pain
How much blame and pressure
Will it take to finally break me

My answer

Not much