Hey everyone, this one is gonna end soon, i think but here you go. I just wanted to let you know that I am not trying to offend anyones belief's and I'm not saying what Heaven and Hell are like, because I don't know.
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Watching Victor from above is agonizing. It is pure torture, watching him live life without me. I know it is selfish but I love him and i wish i could correct every little mistake he makes, but i cant because if I did I would go straight back to hell. I thought it would be quick and easy, just hang out and talk to friends, but I have been glued to the watching docks. In heaven, and hell, you don't have a sense of time because it goes on forever. There is so much to do in haven, but I am waiting until Victor comes back to do it all.
Heaven is the storybook Heaven at first when you meet with God. After that you have an infinit number of choices to choose from. You could go back to a different time and be someone there; You could go back to Paris in the 50's and live a life there and then to Hong Kong three thousand years in the future. You could also just live life and just hang around talking and watching Conan O' Brian. You could also go to the watching docks and watch your family. You could also be a guardian angel for someone who needs it. But I'm staying in the watching docks until Victor comes back.
I guess it is ok because I meet new people everyday and hear their fascinating stories. Like one time there was a women named Mary Jacobs. She told me she just wanted to see her grandson gradate from med school. Another is a guy a bite older than me named Tom Hansber who just wanted to see his little girl being born. I am just watching Victor, watching and waiting.
