Wasn't Jaemin was walking beside me? Where is he? I turned my head and-
Seo Soojin
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Nana's ex
Hot and pretty asf.
no way.. They are staring at each other.. It reminds me of the dark memories..
I was so dumb!
"Yara, why did you stopped??" Jisung asked. He looked at the direction I was looking.
"What the.. Yo Jaemin hyung! what are you doing???" He got both of their attention.
I can't.. It hurts. Hurts so bad. I ran away.
No way.. why is she here.. Jaemin invited her didnt he?? Hes still with her right??
"Yara! stop running!!" Jaeqi run towards me. "Yara whats wrong?? Dont cryy" I can't hold the pain dude.. I don't want to cry. I will look so weak.
It reminds me of.. How cold Jaemin was. How much he hates me. How hard it was for me to forgive him.. I swear I hate boys more than before after this happened.
//flashback , high school life with da bois
I love him, I really really like him.. Everyone had been telling me that he had a big crush on me.. I fell for him now and I'm confirmed. Today, I'm going to confess.
"Hey pretty kid!" there he is.. he is here.
"h-hi Jaemin" i smiled.
"learn some manners, call me oppa can't you?I'm older two damn years than you."
"nope! never." we walk together to school but i stopped him. okay.. this is the time Yara. You need to tell him everything.
"Jaemin, I.. I really like you " I stated.
he went silent for a moment..
"HAHAHahaHAhah StaPH It mY PretTy yARa I cAn't stop lAUghINg" he burst into laughs.
"Jaemin can you stop calling me 'PRETTY' or telling that I am 'PRETTY', I don't believe that anymore! I'm not joking even an inch because i'm hella serious right now, you need to stop playing with my feelings. You keep telling me that you like me but I don't fucking see the efforts! Now, you've made me fell in love WITH YOU, and you should be responsible for it. I've never feel so in love in this way before, You're the first guy, Jaemin. now tell me the answer!"
"how??"
"h-how WHAT??!"
"how should i be responsible? I'm with someone else dudeeeee!"
with.. someone else?? he..
"you got a girlfriend??"
"yeah Yara, i'm with Soojin, I can't even stop loving her a little. I guess you should find a new guy my boo."
no way. this can't be fucking happening...
flashback ends
soojin, soojin, soojin....
tears are running down my cheeks, my eyes and nose are red as f, i can't breathe properly.
"Yara.. please, don't be like this.." Jisung saw me crying on the floor . He quickly pulls me into a hug.
I cried louder. I hate boys! Why am I hugging one?! I forced myself to push him away but I can't..
"Yara.. " I faced him, he was crying.. OMO WHYyyYysyyYSY
"your smile is everything for me, I love it sooo much! I don't want to lose it. I miss you so much. I miss your smile. Today is the happiest day for me because i get to see you again! Now smileeeee, don't gotta think the blues~~ <3"
hes truly an angel.
hes right!
WHY SHOULD I CARE?! IF THAT NA JAEMIN GOING TO BE WITH the hoe SOOJIN, THEN LET HIM BE. I DON'T LOVE HIM!
I just LOVED ! right? yeS! PAST TENSE!!
I pulled Jisung into a deeper hug. He calms me down. LIKE SUPER CALMING THIS BITCH.
"i love you jisunggg"
Jaemin's pov
"YO jaeMiN HyuNg What ARe yOU DOinG?!"
wh-what??
the moment i look at them, I saw a drop of tear escaped from Yara's eyes, looking at me shockingly.
no.. ITS A MISUNDERSTOOD
"Jae..min?" I looked at the owner of the voice.
"oh you're still with her huh? so funny, what a loser." Soojin smirked.
My heart is burning, i wish i could just punch her right now. dont look down on me
"bitch." I said and tried to chase Yara, but she stopped me by grabbing my left arm.
"Jaemin don't you miss me? what a fate, we met here accidentally!"
"no, you're fat" and I left her.
"what!? fuck off!"
I ran as fast as I could. I don't want to fail again.. She had been in the list for YEARS! i can't fucking wait anymore.
"i love you jisungg" was the first thing I heard when I found her.
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