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#understanding Kim Yara An

the school ended well, teachers and more students wished me happy birthday .

but its not enough.

since the day we did the reunion thingy with Josung Jaemin and Jeno, i felt welcomed. I felt that they really appreciate my existence. Its like they never want me to leave.

I mean, we lost contact because i moved to Canada and my dad took my phone because he told me to focus on study.

I moved quite a lot.

the first one is when i moved to the other city in Korea which is Gangnam because i cant handle the pain and crying every single fucking day just because of Jaemin.

also, my cousin live there so I stayed with him for a while

then i went back to the school just to see how everything is going and because the school in Gangnam just shut down for some reason.
ALSO,,,, i want to take all my stuff back.

but then i moved to Canada because my dad got promoteeedddd woohoooo,,,,.

but then i kinda miss Korea so i decided so stay alone at our house (thank god we didn't sell it yet) and study in a private school.

That was a long journey in just tWO YeARs. 
and thats the reason why we don't see each other anymore.

But because of my house with Hara's just 10 metres away, i still in contact with her even though shes going to college or getting a job pretty soon because SHES OLD.

my dad sent me a some type of body guard to guard me or doing stuff like driving me to school and buying food for me.
I called him Moon and act like he was just a friend of mine.

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Moon came to grab me from school and also help me shove every gifts that i received inside the car.
I asked him to send me to the playground and pit everything at home first.

and now im at the playground.
i texted Hara but she didn't reply. everyone isn't responding. They don't even say a word for my birthday.

I was quite sad but that doesn't make any tears roll down my cheeks.

I lay on the bench and look up the sky.

sigh.
Even if  you got a lot of it, its just not enough when its not coming from the one who you expected to be.

I hate boys for hurting me that much. Thats why i don't trust in relationships.
but this one guy that happens to be my soulmate..
really changed that.

i don't wanna get hurt. but the harder i tried, it becomes more difficult.

I closed my eyes. Pushing all the thoughts away. I just want to calm myself down.
Then I fell in to a deep deep deep sleep.

 Then I fell in to a deep deep deep sleep

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