Growing Pains

Chapter 3

NEXT DAY
Juju pov

"Kris stooooop I have to get back to class" I said standing in a janitor closet with my boyfriend Kris. " Fuck class Ju I ain't seen you in how long " he said with a little attitude " well if you wasn't out with these lil hoes out here then you would have seen me right" I said back with just as much attitude
I been with Kris for four months now and things have been Rocky as hell. He always saying he love me but out here with these hoes in his face and I'm to the point where I'm over that shit. " Who you talking to like that" he said mushing my head " you know what Kris fuck you don't put yo stank ass hands on me like that " I said and reach for the door knob " Ju if u walk out I'ma beat yo ass fo real I don't know who you think you talking to but I will beat yo ass , I been letting you get pass after pass talking to me like you crazy as hell" he said and pulled me back from the door
"Kris I said I gotta get to my next class * I said standing there with my hand on my hip over the last month Kris has gotten more abusive with his words and actions sometimes it scares me but shit fuck it I'll fight a dude. "And I said you ain't going no where " he said staring at me with a mean mug.

" Im so tired of this agression you been showing me man like what the fuck is wrong with you" i said reaching for the knob again. he grabbed my hand off of the knob and scratched my wrist  hard when he grabbed me. " Fuck kris, what the fuck nigga get you fucking hands off me" i said trying to pull my wrist from his grip. The next moments he has smacked me across my face. "I told you that i wanted to see you and you playing with me" he said staring at me with the same mug. a few tears were burning at the rim of my eyes but i refuse to let them fall.  i lifted my free hand and was about to smack the shit out of him when i felt another hit across my face.  i fell to the floor and hit my head on a shelf that was sitting in the closet. "Ouchhhhhh! Kris my fuckin head" i said grabbing the place where i felt the pain. When i removed my hand i saw a little blood and looked at kris the tears that wanted to fall , and did fall and i was confused on what just happened. " Ju Im sorry" he said rushing to me and grabbing my head. "Im sorry i didnt mean to hurt you that bad You just keep not listening to me.

 i love you man i just wanted to see you" He said in a softer tone. he grabbed a rag that was in the closet and dabbed my head with it. "Kris" i said getting up and rushing out of the closet. I heard him yelling my name as i ran to the bathroom to fix myself up. I looked in the mirror and there was no bruise on my face but there was a knot forming on my head and i could feel it. I threw some water on my face to wipe off the make up i had on because it was already messed up from crying. Once i washed my face i reapplied a little make up and dabbed my head with some wet paper towels. I saw that it had stopped bleeding and last i had to regain control over my emotions. I was shook by what just happened. Did he mean to do it, was he really sorry for it. He smacked me twice and made me fall. Should i forgive him we all do things we dont mean to do. 

" JUJU get yo shit together girl" i whispered to myself in the mirror.  I gathered my things once i stopped the emotional roller coaster and went to my next class. 

Milani POV:

" Sean call me back ok damn" i was walking out of my last period class texting  sean my boyfriend well at least i though he was. THe last week of summer i had finally decided to give up my virginity to him and i havent heard from him since. Sean is a guy I met through the summer and he was 19 out of school already. He was so charming and i thought that he really liked me but i guess not. I havent told my sister yet that i gave my virginity up because i didnt want to hear her mouth. This is my body i should be able to do as i please with it.  I had been texting sean back none stop for the pass two weeks and he hasnt texted me one time. I knew where he lived and today is the day i do a pop up on him. 

I was walking out of school before i ran into my sister. I shot her a text telling her i was going to my friend danielle's house and ill be home later. SHe texted me back immediately saying for me to make sure i hit her up when im on my way home. I loved my sister sometimes she was smothering but i knew she was all i had and she was just looking out for me. I messaged back ok and walked a block to the metro bus stop. 

I pulled up a block away from sean's apartment and walked down the street as i was walking up to the apartment building i saw that his car was outside. Lucky me huh seeing his car made me walk a little faster until i was literally running up the stairs to his door. He had brought me here plenty of times while trying to get to know me. I would lie to my sister telling her i was at one of my friends house or i would sneak out at night to go and see him. Now look at us this fuck boy wont even text me back. I should have listened to my sister when she said that nigga aint shit and only want one thing. 

I stood at the door for a few mins debating if i wanted to even knock. Hell yeah bitch knock on that door i said to myself in my head.  I started to knock light but fuck it this nigga got me fucked up. I banged on the door for a good min and hear someone rushing to the door yelling  " Who the fuck knocking on my door like the damn police" he said and snatched the door open. "Milani what do you want i thought me not messaging back was enough to let you know that i wasnt trying to fuck with you no more" he said harshly. " WHAT THE FUCK, so you just fuck me then stop fucking with me nigga" i said holding back my tears ill never let a fuck nigga see me cry. " Milani it aint like that" he said as his face softened  sensing that he hurt my feeling. "I just decided to get back......." before he could finish a half nake girl walked out the back. "Baby who at the door" she said. I looked around him to fully see who it was and there stood Danielle. My best fucking friend coming out the back of my niggas house. 

There was nothing that could hold me back from beating this bitch ass " Lani Im sorry it aint what it look like" SHe said i pushed Sean bitch ass out the way and charged towards her. " Bitch" was all i could say as i started punching her in her face.  She grabbed my hair but not tight enough because i was loose in no time and taggin her ass any where i could until i was yanked up in the arm by  sean. "Lani get yo ass out my house" "he said yelling in my face. before i knew it i had hit him with a mean right hook and kicked him in his balls. Now he was down on his knees holding himself looking like he wanted to cry.  Danielle was on the floor trying to get up when i stomped her back down and looked in her face. 

"Bitch you are nothing to me no more you gave up our whole friendship for some dick that i was getting. Fucking Hoe i knew you was a hoe and i still let you in on my business" i spat muggin the fuck out of her. "Lani please it just happened i came to confront him on why he has been giving you the cold shoulder and it just....." i cut her off with a smack to the face. THis bitch must think im fucking stupid. " ANd how the fuck you knew where he stayed at when i never even told you or brought you here huh lying ass bitch, you better keep your fucking distance cuse anytime i see you im going to put my foot in yo fucking ass" I yell and stormed out of the apartment. I was so heart broken. The first time i give up my goodies a nigga he fucks my hoe ass best friend lie it meant nothing to him. 

I felt like i had to throw up i was so rawled up. i was walking towards the bus stop when i felt the urge to throw up. I stepped to the side and let up all that was in my stomach which wasnt much. i wiped my mouth with a tissue i found in my purse and sat at the bus stop. I could smell the rain coming and hoped it waited until i got home.  my day was already shitty as hell and i just wanted to laydown in my bed.  as the bus pulled up the rain started to pour down. i sat in the back and laid my head against the window watching the rain fall and a few tears fell down my face. I need a damn drink.