marriage vows

let him go

Next day

"Pha can we talk "beam asked

"Not now beam yo called me.he wants to talk an important matter."pha rushed to meet yo

"Yo what is it" pha said by sitting on the table

He was shocked when beam joins them.

"Beam why are you here."

Beam and yo told everything that happen between these past 6 months

Pha was shocked.
He didn't say anything but he just gone from their.

"Pha" beam called.
But pha didn't look at them nor he said anything but went on .

After that yo and beam sat silently for some time no one talk

"You have class go I talk to pha again" beam said

"P can I stay with you some time.please" yo was crying. He never has any intention of hurting pha but seeing pha like that make both their hearts hurt.

Beam hug yo and after sometime both went to their classes.

For 2 days beam try to contact pha but he was no where.

"What happen beam "kit asked finally when he see beam was like a sick person.

Beam told everything to kit.

"It's ok beam .pha will understand. We know him well but he needs sometime to compose himself.give him some time."

It's a week now.its hard for both beam and yo.they didn't talk much to each other.

Beam started distancing himself from yo but he didn't do that intentionally but it made yo think differently.

Yo was hurt because of the distance beam was creating himself and already the guilty of hurting pha ,was killing him.

looking yo like that makes beams heart slicing some one with knife in to 1000 pieces.beam misunderstood yo . he thought yo regrets of meeting him and sad because pha was hurt

"i dont know how i am going to live with out yo"beam cried in bathroom under the shower.

beam love yo so much,he thought  pha will understand him  even after some time,but pha leave everything went some where to hide,and yo he was feeling guilty for hurting pha and always sad.

"i was the one who came between them,i should not do this to them,i will meet pha and explain everything, and i will tell pha that i will leave  yo and go,then he will definitely take yo,"

"then what about yo " my heart asked me,

"he will forget me if he is with pha,i have a feeling that pha will make him love back" by brain answered.

i just smiled at myself,

yo was not at all cheerful like he always do.he was sad,always day dreaming.

ming asked beam that he will take yo far from some day and beam said yes,because first he had to deal with pha

"yo i take you here to enjoy,why are you sad" ming asked

"i miss him ming" yo sad and hugged ming.

"god these two "ming thought.

"look yo,i know what is happening,just give him time,to settle everything.pha was his best friend and you his life,he has to do something to keep both of you,first let him deal with pha then he is alll yours.you told me he said he love you right."ming asked

"yes he said he loves me and i should not think unnecessarily"yo added

"then,like a good boy give him some time,i trust him,he will return to you"ming said

"he will right"yo asked

"yes "ming added.

Ming know what happen so he take yo to a calm place so that he will divert from his thoughts.

that night he saw pha at a lake when he came to take dinner for yo.

"Pha what are you doing here "ming asked

Pha was shocked.he wants to be alone for some days.so he came to his aunts place where no one knows.

"Just ...I will go" pha didn't ask or say anything he tried to walk from their

"Pha "ming hold his hand

"Do you think crying alone will make your heart ease "ming asked

The tears started lingering in his eyes

"look pha,dont run away just face it"

"what should i face ming,huh" he shouted

"beam who was my best friend,betrayed me and yo he says he loves me from years and his feeling changed because he married to some one'to whom i shout and yell tell me."

Ming hug pha and patted his back.

Unconsciously pha hold ming and cry like a baby.

all this time pha was alone he never talk to this to anyone but when ming show up,he lost it,he try to stop himself but he cant.

No one ever see this side of pha.ming was a little shocked.he always know pha by yo only,yo like to say pha is like this ,pha is like that and everything,but when he met pha at university,he see like a prince of med gang and a daddy figure to his best friends,he always protect him,

i don't know why,i always have  a hunch that pha is not correct for yo,because i know yo from diapers,.its just a gut feeling back then but when beam entered and yo fall for beam then he know that he is right.but right now,the one before him was a different person than the person he knows,pha always maintains his figure before everyone.

this one in his hug was hurting,shouting,crying  and hugging someone but he know what pha is going through .

After some time pha was silent .
He was leaning on mings shoulder and holding his waist like a baby.

"Look pha I don't have any right to tell what is good or bad to you.but I want to tell something if you are willing to listen."

Pha didn't talk nor he say yes nor he object ming so ming started talking.

"What happen between beam and yo was not intentional.they just fall in love.

"You know ,beam try to avoid yo for your sake.he urged so much where as yo.they try to deny their own feelings for each other.but they cant.we have no control over hearts pha."

"From a week they are behaving like distant persons with each other."

"I know you love yo and beam so much and it is hurting you.but its wise to let it go if their happiness is with each other."

"Beam was ready to leave yo for you but neither you nor beam or yo will be happy."

"Let him go pha"ming said

"One day you will get your share of love.so let them go and seek for your happiness I know its not easy but let's try.i will be with you.please.think about what I hav said."

Pha was silent
He know what ming said was right. He wants to let go of this.he think for a while and decided to himself.then his phone ring and its beam.pha didn't took the call,when it cut a message arrive from beam,

"i going to meet you,dont run,i will go where ever you are"beam send a message to pha.

"don't avoid it pha,just meet him and clear your mind,no one is betraying other here,its just time and fate that played a game."ming said

pha noded and decided something that makes his life more complicated.

That's it for this part
Thanks megha