Warning: ⚠️ slight hints at cheating, arguing ⚠️ I have also added a short TV report ^^ about the Loch Lomond concert as I won't go into too much detail about it! ❤️
After the concert at Loch Lomond, there was gonna be an after party at our hotel. I would find Damon there. I wanted to know why Liam hated him so much and I wanted to piss Liam off for what he'd done. Damon was the way to do that. I knew that sounded bad and I shouldn't act like that but my emotions were too high at that point. People started to stand at the front of the stage and then the rest of the 80,000 took their spots too. I was at the side of the stage looking at the crowd. Even though I was angry with Liam and we'd sort of argued before I was proud of him, don't forget I'd been a massive fan since forever and to be here now as his girlfriend was a dream come true. I'd had so little time to register that. I'd been with my idol for just over a week, got seen with him, slept with him a day ago, was touring with him and turned 19 next week. It was all happening so fast and sometimes it felt like I'd been with him forever. The crowd overwhelmed me:
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Liam came up behind me before he went on stage, he looked stunning. "See you when I get off." He said and kissed me, then he made his way onto the stage. Noel was already on stage and gave me a sympathetic smile. Then they started their show as I watched from the side.
After a while the concert ended and I had a sense of adrenaline because of how good the show was. Watching Liam made me forget about what I'd seen earlier but once the songs stopped I remembered and fury started to build up again. Liam came off and hugged me. "What did ya think?" "It was really good!" I said keeping a happy face. "Right, lets get back to the hotel for this after party!" He looked excited. We went to the bus and got to the hotel about 10 minutes later. "No sign of that fuckin' posh twat is there. I better not see him." Liam suddenly said. "Liam, why do you care about him so much?" "Right, hes a prick, alright. You don't know him like we do." "Why what has he ever done to you?" Liam pulled a genuine thinking face and looked down at the floor. "You are the one that mocked Parklife this year, you're the one that rubbed it in Damon's face when you got No.1. Blur, especially Damon respected you until you had to be a dick about it! They said last year at the Brit awards that the award should've been shared with you, non-sarcastically! Am I right? Yes, so fucking grow up Liam. It pisses me off." Liam leaned down in my face. "Fuck you then." Flipped over a drink and got off the bus. I'd well and truly done it now. I wanted to piss him off but no matter what he'd done I didn't want to lose him. Then Noel came over to me. "You've got a fair point you know," he said "I wouldn't have said it to him though, you know he hates em. If you were trying to piss him off you've done it now. Don't worry though, it'll be fine. Now go 'n get pissed." He walked off the bus and I took in what he'd just said. I shouldn't have said it but I achieved my aim, now as Noel told me to I was gonna get pissed and I was gonna find every girls' crush. Damon Albarn...
The next part is gonna be a BIG one. Not words wise but plot wise, so look forward to it! Sorry (in advance too) to anyone who hates Blur 😂
