The Girl In The Crowd

its important. - (FINAL CHAPTER OF B1)

This is the last chapter of Book 1 of The Girl In The Crowd! I look forward to book 2, I'll post on my wall when the first chapter will come out soon. Thank you for all the support!

"Damon, come down here a second."
We went to a quieter part of backstage further away from the stage so i didn't have to shout it.
"I need to tell you something."
"Is everything okay?"
"I-, no. No, it's not."
"What is it?" He asked, looking concerned.
"I'm... I'-" I sighed. "I'm pregnant."
His face dropped. Confusion and panic spread across it.
"What? Who's is it?"
"I don't know. Either yours or Liams."
"Oh shit." He looked so worried. "I'll help you through it no matter what but- shit, wow. I don't know what to say."
"I'm going to tell Liam after the show. You can stay if you like but I don't think he's going to take it well if I'm being honest."
"Yeah, I better go. Let me know if you need anything and how Liam takes it.
Just as he said that, the final song finished. The crowd erupted for a final time and my heart sank. I couldn't bare to tell Liam tonight but I had to or id never get round to it.
They started to come off stage and Damon was still with me, "shit, I'll see you soon?" He didn't sound convinced that he would.
"Yeah." I gave him a hug, he gave me a worried look and off he went. I made my way up to the side of the stage again when I bumped into the band. Liam was trying to find me.
"Where've you been?" He looked concerned and I looked panicked so of course that threw him off.
"Nowhere, I just needed to talk to someone, Liam we need to go, I have to tell you something. Now."
"Fuckin hell alright. What is it? Can you not tell me here?"
"No liam. Please, it's really important."
"Tell me tomorrow."
And with that he walked away. He got like this after drinking. I put my head down and sighed, as I did that Noel put his hand on my arm and walked me out. When we got outside we sat on a wall that was hardly lit and was isolated.
"Cmon kid, tell me what's up."
I started to tear up.
"I'm so fucking stupid Noel."
"What is it, love?"
"I'm pregnant."
"Oh shit. Rkid's?"
"It's either his or Damon's but I don't know, it was a day apart. You know? Me sleeping with them. I've made such a big mistake."
"No, don't worry. It'll be okay. Let's just hope it's Liam's. If I were you, I'd tell him tomorrow, he'll just kick off and be a dick tonight. I'll take you back to the house, you get some rest, don't worry and you can tell him tomorrow when you wake up."
"Okay. Thanks Noel." I kissed his cheek and he helped me up and we went to the house.
I hardly slept that night. Liam only got in bed at about 4 in the morning. I finally fell asleep at about 6am so hopefully by the time I woke up, Liam wouldn't be as moody.

12pm the day after Knebworth.
I woke up with no Liam in the bed so I decided to get up, clean my teeth, shower, get dressed and then go downstairs and see if he was down there.
He was, in the kitchen, making dinner.
"Afternoon'" he said quite happily but tiredly too, which was good, I suppose.
"Afternoon love." I went over to him and hugged him from behind. He turned around and kissed me.
"Want owt to eat?"
"No I feel a bit sick to be honest, I'm alright thanks."
"Alright. I've had somethin anyways."
This was the perfect time to ask him if we could talk.
"Can you come upstairs then please Liam, I need to tell you something."
"Oh yeah, sorry I remember you sayin somethin last night. I was smashed off me tits I'm sorry."
"It's fine but it's really important I need you to come up."
"Alrite, cmon then."
Liam led the way, we passed Noel as we went up stairs and he gave me a reassuring wink and smile. It made me feel a lot better.
Liam sat down, I started to feel even more sick.
"Right so." I started, sitting next to him. "I don't know how to tell you this but, you know how I've been being sick and stuff?"
"Yeah?"
"Well. Look." I got up and got the pregnancy tests. I put them in front of him.
"Liam, I'm pregnant."
"What? Really? No you're not. Don't fuckin joke about."
"I'm not liam. They're real. I got them when we landed a couple days ago."
"So we're having a baby? I'm gonna be a dad?" He seemed happier than expected but that was all gonna change.
"Well, I don't know who the father is. You or Damon."
He threw the pregnancy tests.
"If that's his baby. I'm done. We're done."
"Liam I-"
"No. You should NOT have slept with that twat. Because now look. This baby might be his! Does he know?!"
"I told him yesterday at the show. But Liam! It must be yours. Surely. Liam please don't be like this. I love you so much, it was a mistake."
He looked at the floor and sighed.
"I know. I'm sorry. I just can't bare you having a family with someone else, especially him."
He picked me up. "If this baby isnt mine, I don't want anything to do with it. If it is mine. We will have the best little family ever but you need to go home and I need to finish this tour..."
He was right, I couldn't get through this pregnancy alone though. I knew who could help me but that would be a test, a real test of loyalty and temptation, all I wanted to know was WHO was the father of my child.

That's it for book 1!! Tune in to Book 2 in the new year! It will either be followed on in this book or a separate book but I'll let you know! Thank you so much for reading! Please leave any feedback or ideas in the comments, id really really appreciate it and any guesses of what will happen next! Thank you again! Have the best Christmas and bye for this year! ✌🏼