We're miles apart.
Different schools.
Different towns.
Different lives.
We haven't talked in forever.
And yet I still feel so close to you.
And yet so far from you.
The last time we talked we got in a huge fight.
Why the conflict?
We both know we're not over.
We both know we're far from it.
I love you.
You love me.
I think....
You're on my mind all the time you've never left my mind.
The last time I talked to you in person I looked into your eyes and told you I loved you.
You said it back hugged me and walked away.
I just want one more chance.
Or at least a last chance to be close friends.
I can't stand the fact we're so far apart.
I hate it.
For the longest time I thought I hated you.
I thought I was over you.
I was wrong.
I was so far from right.
Now all I can think about is seeing you again.
Talking to you again.
I hate this.
I love you and all i want is you.
My other ex all I thought about while dating him was you.
I can't seem to get over you.
So I stopped trying to.
Now I sit here in pain cause I'm not with you.
But I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.
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You're a prisoner to your own mind.
PoetryWhen my demons try to drown me I try to not give in. But my thoughts are painful My life isn't as bad as it feels. But my demons make it feel like a hell. My demons they tell my everything will be alright just give in. You're already a fuck up. So...
