A thugs love story

8.

Walking out the door I made sure I had my
Keys and everything else before getting in the car with Shirley for my first day of senior year.

Maria normally would come get me but she wasn't coming the first few days of school because her hair wasn't done. Silly right.

I wasn't even feeling my senior year right now and I had no idea why. I think because my brother wasn't here, speaking of him he gave me words of wisdom this morning. And also because I'm motherless as well. My dad was trying so hard to be happy for me but his legs were hurting him so he really wasn't apart of the send off this morning. Nobody was.

In the car, Shirley tried to make small talk but my
Mind drifted away as I thought about how I wanted this year to be over with so I could began my
Life and career in cosmetology.

Looking down I read a message aug sent me which made my heart melt. Maybe just a little bit.

Aug: aye, I love u lil mama. What dont break you only make you stronger. Have a good day. I'll be to get u.

ME: Thank you so much. I needed that. I love you too and okay I get out at 2:45.

Locking my phone we were at school.

"Thank you Shirley."

"Your welcome baby. You need a ride after school?"

"No I actually have a ride back today." I slightly smiled.

I got out and approached the office doors to get my schedule. watching them print it off they Handed me the warm sheet of paper and I was on my way.

I had my headphones in, I got to my first hour fairly early. When a guy walked in and sat next to me.

The inside bitch of me thought "all these seats open in here, and you decide to sit right next to me."

Still I never looked up until he tapped my shoulder.

It was my dead sisters ex boyfriend.

"Your beautiful."

"Excuse me?"

"What?"

"So you gon act like you have no idea of who I am."

"I don't."

"So I guess you don't know who Madison is?"

"Aye don't bring her up in anything. Keep her name out of yo mouth."

"Boy that's my whole ass sister!"

"My bad."

His name was Chris. He never came over so I didn't expect him to know know me, but he still didn't even know I was her sister.

"It's fine." I said feeling a wave of sadness, I decided to push it away.

"I miss her a lot." He stumbled to say.

"I bet you do."

"What's with the attitude bruh?"

"Because not only did you come in here tryna compliment me like you wasn't my sister boyfriend, you in this bitch tryna play sap."

"Play sap?"

"This conversation is over."

And right after that the bell ring. Saved by the bell literally.

I wasn't trying to be a bitch but I'm just coo on him. It was nothing I had to talk about with him but about my sister and I didn't wanna talk about her. So like I said it was literally nothing to even speak about.