Chapter 5-Don't leave me...

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                                    Warning! This chapter gets deep into self harm.


A/N 

You hear the sound of sobbing, it sounds as though it's coming from the attic. You get up, get dressed, and decide to head up to the attic to investigate.

Y/N POV

I walk up to the attic and knock on the door "Barb? Adam? Are you there?" The door unlocks and opens, so I walk in. I see Barb and Adam sitting on a couch, she's crying and he's cuddling her trying to comfort her. "What's wrong? Why're you crying?" I walk up to them slowly, Adam gestures for me to stand by him so I do. Barb looks at me, her eyes swollen and red, her cheeks covered in tears, and her lip quivering. She stands up and hugs me still crying, I hug back. "Barb what's wrong?" She looks at me "I-I...We c-can't....I-I-I'm sorry!" She cries out to me as she resumes hugging me. I look at Adam confused "What is she talking about, what happened?" He stands up putting his hand on my shoulder "Well...Y/N....We are going to be gone for a long time, and I have no clue when we'll be back." I stare at him "W-what do you mean? You aren't l-leaving...are you?" I say starting to get a bit emotional. "I-I'm sorry Y/N but we have to go, so this is goodbye." I begin to feel like crying "P-please don't go! You can't go!" He hugs me and grabs Barb's hand and holds it. "Goodbye Y/N." Within a few seconds they disappear.

I run down to my room and cry my eyes out, I can feel my heart slowly breaking. I really care about them, I don't want them to leave me. I scream with all my might, the emotional pain is too much for me to handle. I look around the room for something sharp, I find a pair of scissors and decide they would be perfect for doing the job. I sit back down on my bed, tears pouring down my face. I take the scissors and press a blade up against my arm and swiftly cut across. I scream from the pain and then I cut again, and again, and again. I finally stop, by now the blood is dripping down my arms and staining my white bed sheets. I can feel myself getting light headed, suddenly I pass out.

(Time skip 10 minutes)

"Babes!? Y/N?! Please answer me! Wake up!" I wake up to see BJ holding me, yelling, and crying. "You're awake!" He exclaims. "W-what happened? Why're you crying?" I look over and see my bed soaked in blood and suddenly I remember what I did. He just laughs and hugs me, he leaves the room for a moment and changes the sheets on my bed to clean ones and lays me down on the pillow. "Babes, I'm so sorry. Do you feel okay?" He says worried. "Yeah...I'm alright. How did you know that I...you know?" He smiles "I just happened to decide to pop in at the right time I guess..." He chuckles. I stare at him, still a bit loopy. "BJ, *yawns* can you do me a favor?" He smiles at me "Of course babes, anything for you." I shut my eyes and get comfy "Can you cuddle me please? I don't wanna be alone tonight." He looks at me a bit shocked "Yeah...no problem Y/N, I'd be honored." He lays down next to me, cuddling me. I fall asleep in his arms.

(Time skip back to right before you cut and pass out)

BJ's POV

"Why is she crying?"  I hope she's okay...I decide to watch her for longer. I see her stand up and grab a pair of scissors. "What's she doing?" I see her sit down as she starts cutting herself. The amount of blood she has to be losing is dangerous. I see her pass out on her bed, I have to help her. I snap my fingers and teleport to her. "Oh no, this is really bad." I start to feel myself getting really emotional, I have to fight the tears seeing such a beautiful and sweet girl like her doing something so terrible to herself. I've never felt this way about someone before, not since long ago when I was still alive. I run to the bathroom and find some gauze and peroxide to put on the wounds as well as a few tissues to wipe up the blood. I quickly rush back and wipe off the blood as well as I can and quickly apply the peroxide, after that I wrap the gauze around it tight to make sure the blood stops. I grab her and hold her in my arms "Y/N please wake up...I-I love you." I begin crying intensely, I'm not even sure she's gonna live through this. "Babes!? Y/N?! Please answer me! Wake up!" Suddenly I see her waking up with a groan. "You're awake!"

I can't believe it, she's alive. "W-what happened? Why're you crying?" she says confused, I notice her looking at her blood soaked sheets. I chuckle, I couldn't help but laugh, I thought she was gonna die, I guess I laughed because I'm happy that she made it, and because I guess she doesn't realize how much I care about her. I hug her tightly, then run to grab her a pair of clean sheets and then I put them on the bed. I pick her up cradling her in my arms with tears still in my eyes. I lay her down on her bed, resting her head on her pillow. "Babes, I'm so sorry. Do you feel okay?" I say worried about her, hoping she feels even just slightly better. "Yeah...I'm alright. How did you know that I...you know?" I smile.  "I just happened to decide to pop in at the right time I guess..." I didn't want to tell her I had been watching her all day, I feel as though if I would have helped her when I first noticed that she was crying that this wouldn't have happened. I chuckle. she begins to stare at me, clearly looking tired and loopy from the blood loss.  "BJ, *yawns* can you do me a favor?" I smile at her "Of course babes, anything for you." When I say that I do truly mean it too, maybe she will figure that out one day. She shuts her eyes, and tries to get comfy. "Can you cuddle me please? I don't wanna be alone tonight." I look at her a bit shocked. She wants me, of all people, to cuddle her? Maybe she feels the same way about me? "Yeah...no problem Y/N, I'd be honored." I lay down next to her and cuddle her, she feels so cold. She falls asleep in my arms, and soon after I fall asleep too.


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