Bio #3

Why..

Hey... so my friends were mad at me yesterday and said they would call the police just because I felt suicidal. They thought I was joking and then took the joke and said are u serious ? Because we have to call the police. I was serious and I felt suicidal. They said you are being irrational. I was like fine I'll go to the police myself. I tried. Then. It kinda just failed. ... because after that. I felt anxious the entire class time. I couldn't even walk in. My friends said I had to apologize. They thought I was faking it. I wasn't faking my anxiety. I wasn't faking my thoughts. How and why would a person fake this? I literally copied and pasted some of my message but it fucking sucks completely that my friends act like they care but they don't