Long chapter 1684 words
This chapter is what most of you guys have been begging for in my DMs;)
" I know right " Avani takes a deep breath and then screams ' echo '
" come on let's get in " Payton unlocks the house and we all make our way to the house
We sit on the couch as Payton walks to the kitchen and grabs four bottles of beer
" here " he gives me the bottle as I shake my head
" I don't drink alcohol " I tell him as i give it back to him
Joey groans " why are you still your mama's daughter " he grabs the bottle from payton and throws it on my lap " drink it "
" what if i don't ?" I cross my arms as he smirks
" then you're a pussy cat " he takes a sip from his bottle as my eyes widen
" she can't do it Joey just stop bothering her " payton rolls his eyes and sits next to Avani
I look at the bottle and smile " watch me " i put the bottle to my mouth and chug it down
I start to catch my breaths " fuck " I whisper
" yes !" Joey laughs as i look at payton and he was smiling " you did it girl "
I wipe my tears from the burn i felt in my throat
Fuck this , I'm feeling dizzy
We start talking about life , family and also ex boy girl friends
" I've never thought you had a boyfriend " joey shakes his head
My eyes widen " of course i had a boyfriend , but all i know is that all they ever wanted is to make love "
They all stare at me
" what ?" I furrow my brows
Avani sighs " this is a normal thing .. actually it's important "
" no it's not ! I won't give a piece of me for some guy who won't last .. " i pause
" plus why is it important ? Why is having sex so important that everyone prays for it to happen "
" this is just so stupid " i sigh
A laugh escape from joey's mouth " you're drunk "
" no I'm not " i shake my head
" trust me it's the best feeling ever , especially when you do it with someone you love " Avani tells me and i start to think about it
Maybe she's right , maybe I should do it
I mean who know when I'm gonna die .. i have to live my life and experience everything
Payton grabs a new bottle of beer and throws it to me " drink this it'll make you feel better "
" but I've already -" i pause as they look at me
" whatever " i chug it down and start to think about everything gosh I'm such an overthinking person
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Joey's pov :
it's 3 in the morning and we can't drive
too drunk
And it's also raining so badly outside
Kim is sleeping on the couch right next to me , fuck she's so damn beautiful