Kim's pov :
I was awoken by joey whispering my name
" what ?" I slowly open my eyes
" good morning " He isn't wearing his hoodie
He walks to the kitchen as i push the blanket off me
My eyes widen " why am i wearing your hoodie ?"
" because you got wasted last night and you asked for it " he tells me
I walk towards the kitchen table where joey was sitting and look at him
" have a seat " he doesn't even bother to look at me
I sit across from him and stare at the table
" Kimberley i-" joey pauses when he looks at the stairs
I turn around and spot Payton and Avani heading down stairs
Avani was wearing Payton's shirt
" morning " they both say in sync
I smile at them " goodmorning "
Avani sits next to me and Payton sits across from her
" how are you feeling today " Avani asks me
I look at her " I'm feeling good "
" oh we know how you're feeling , we heard you moa-" Payton pauses as jumps and his eyes widen
That was strange ..Did joey just kick his leg?
" what are you talking about ?" I look at Payton as he looks down to his feet
I look at Avani then at joey " what is he talking about joey ?"
He finally looks at me " I don't know ?"
" I think we should get ready to go " Avani changes the subject
Payton and Avani walk upstairs
" joey "
He gives me a glare " what "
" what was Payton talking about ?" I ask for the third time
" i said I don't know ! I was drunk and forgot everything happened last night okay !" He scoffs ad walks out the house
I follow behind him " why do i get that feeling ?"
He stops and looks at me " what feeling ?"
I can tell from his eyes he was worried
" that you're lying to me " i cross my arms
He rolls his eyes " i don't know " he takes Payton's car keys and walks out the house
" Payton !" I shout from downstairs
He looks down at me " what !" He responds
" joey took your car keys " i tell him
He sighs " it's fine i have another one "
Avani and Payton get downstairs as i watch them holding hands
They are the cutest , i wish i had that kind of a relationship with joey
What am i saying
I shake my head " let's go back to the college "
Avani brought me new leggings from the store , i slip into them and we all walk to his car
I unlock my phone and open snapchat , i sigh as i watch everyone's stories
every girl i know is having so much fun with her ' man '
Goddamn , why am i so unlucky ? I tried a hundred times to find the one but I couldn't , i think i like Joey but I don't know what to do
He makes me laugh and happy but also cry and upset
I get goosebumps whenever he's around me , and whenever we make an eye contact i can feel the butterflies in my stomach explode .
This is so complicated-
" Kim " Payton interrupts my thoughts
I look at him " yea ?"
" do you love him " he asks
My eyes widen " who ?"
" joey " he looks at me for a second then looks back at the road
I sigh as i start to think about it
" i think i do " i blurt
The car stops as I notice we're already parked in the college parking lot " then go for it "
" I'm not sure-" i get interrupted by Avani slapping me in the face
" bitch go get your man before another girl does " she rolls her eyes
I nod and quickly open the car door and storm to our dorm , I am in love with him
I get into the dorm but it's empty , where is he
I groan as my stomach starts to hurt really bad , fuck it feels like I'm pregnant
" joey " I shout his name as I notice him sitting with a group in the cafeteria
He looks at me then whispers something to a blonde girl's ear and she nods
" what's up?" He puts his hands in his pants pockets
I look at the girl then back at him " who is that ?"
" my girlfriend " he tells me
I get that feeling again... a stab in my heart
" oh ok " i turn around and start to walk out the cafeteria
I get in the dorm again and lay in my bed , I start to realize what just happened and smash my phone on the wall
I run my hands through my hair and start crying
I don't want to fall for him
Hey guys ! I'm so sorry for the late update :(
I was going through a lot of shit but now I'm feeling better and I'll start posting again !
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