Brother...

First Kiss

Jungkook pulled me away from my kiss with Suga and brought me to one side. "It's not what it looked like." Suga grabbed Jungkook's arm stopping him. "Hyung i don't want to hurt you. Let me go." Suga let go of Jungkook's arm but grabbed my wrist. "You are not going anywhere with her." Jungkook stop pulling me and let me go. "Okay then let's settle it here then." Okay between you and me. I'm admitting i'm wrong.

Rubbing my arm i stood aside while Jungkook and Suga argued. Feeling the love... "Guys stop it!" I shouted as i stood inbetween them when they were about to throw punches everywhere. Facing Suga i shouted to make things clear. "If you want to hit Jungkook, you must hit me first. That goes to you too. If you want to punch Suga. You must do it to me too." I turn to face Jungkook. Both of them took a step back and ruffled their hair.

"Let's do this. Let's have a basketball match now. If you win. I'll leave Val. You can have her. But if i win. You'll have to forget her." Jungkook muttered then turn around. "What? Now? In suits?" Suga walked towards Jungkook. "Yes. Now." Junkook walked pass me without even sparing me a look. I ran after him and grabbed his wrist. "You don't have to do this." I looked at him even tho he didn't want to look at me.

"Why not Val. If this helps you pick between the two of us. Then i'll do it." He grabbed my hand pull it from his wrist and throw it aside. He walks out to the basketball court never look back at me even once. Must this happen now? "Trouble again huh?" One of the mean girls came and talked to me. I glared at her sending her running off. "Yea... That's it. Run. Run." I run my fingers through my hair and squeeze me scalp before exiting the dance floor towards the basketball court. haiss...

Walking towards the basketball court i walked towards Syaza and Ella who came and hug me. "What should i do....." They hug me tighter and brought me towards the others. V came to me and sat beside me. He pulled me closer and put an arm around me. "This is just a match. Everything will be alright." He held my hands and i grip it tighter. 

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"Score!" Jimin and V shouted as Jungkook scored a dunk. It's a draw. I closed my eyes and prayed. I hid my face in V's chest and he place a hand on my head. "Come on Val. Jungkook gets the ball. You got to look. His going to score. Now and-" I watched as Jungkook jump to score but the ball went around the basketball hoop and fall out... Suga ran for the ball and "Rebound!" J-hope shouted. "Suga wins..." V looked me in the eyes... I close my eyes and hid my face in his chest, crying.

From behind someone is pulling me to stand up. Straight away i turn and hugged him. "Goodbye. I love you." He kissed my forehead as usual but this time with alittle different feeling. He was pressing against my forehead hard and i was crying. He let me go and walked away. Suga came in return and hugged me. He knew i wasn't happy.  "Jungkook stop." I push Suga away but he held my arm. "Val... Let him."

"Don't Touch Me!"

He let my arm go before Jimin and V held him back as i ran for Jungkook. "I'm done. I'm so done. Go back Val. I made a promise with Suga hyung. He wins. And you know. Everyone knows. I keep my promise." He turn finally and looked at me. I wipe of my tears. Lucky waterproof mascara. "What... What can i do?" He looked at me and shook his head. He took a step towards me reaching out for me. But he turn and walked away from me. 

"NO! Just... Jungkook! Stay.." I have nothing else to say. He paused and turn slowly. He rushed to me but stop about 3 paces from me. "Why? Give me one good reason." He sounded angry and he raised his voice. He never raised his voice before. And it struck me. I blinked a couple of time and changed my focus to the surrounding. "Because i don't and i can't lose you...." I sputtered. He sighed "Not good enough..."

"Because you are my protector, my besfriend. And you are heaven to me...." I reached out for his face. But he backed away slowly. "Still not good enough. He was about to run off but... "JUNGKOOK! KISS ME..." I looked down to the grass. "I'm asking you to kiss me." I whispered with abit of confidence. The grass began to move and the soil in front of me sank. He pulled my by the waist and our face was inches away. I place a hand on his shoulders and i tiptoed a little to reach his height. My close my eyes awaits for his lips which was full of eagerness that was not far from violence.

Sensing his anger when he discovered my resistance, one of his hand moved to the nape of my neck while the other grabbed me by the shoulder, shaking me before dragging me to him. I move my hands that was on his shoulders up around his neck and left it there. And all the while his lips, disconcertingly soft and warm tried to make the whole kiss real. But i couldn't join in the fantasy. As soon as he was sure i wouldn't drop my arm, he travelled his hands down to my waist. His cold hand from the night wind yanked me forward bowing my body against his.

He stopped for a moment but deep down i know he wasn't done yet. He traced the line of my jaw and i expected it. He explored the length of my neck. Reaching for my other arm to draw it around his neck like i did before. My arms already around his neck, i grabbed two fistfuls of his hair and the next thing i knew i was kissing him again. My lips were moving with his strange ways. They way they never did before. My fingers tightened in his hair and i was pulling him closer now.

At that moment, it felt like we were the same person. His pain had always been and would always be my pain and now his joy was my joy. I felt it too. Joy. And yet his happiness was somehow also pain. It burned against my skin like acid. A slow torture. The next thing i knew, behind the lids of my tear-wet eyes, a different path expanded. Jungkook's lips were still before mine. I opened my eys and he was staring at me with wonder and elation.

"You love him." He held my waist but whispered in my ear. I began feeling the guilt... I shook my head and shrugged my shoulders trying my best to deny. "You have always been such a bad liar." He chuckled and flashed a small smile. I build up the courage and looked up at him. "I love you more."

"I know."

He bent to kiss me again, and there was exactly no reason to resist. What would be the point? This time it was different. His hands were soft against my face and his warm lips were gentle with unexpected hesitant. It was short but very, very, very sweet. His arms curled around me, and he hugged me securely while he whispered in my ear. "That should have been our first kiss. Better late than never."
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This is sooo... Hard for me. To balance my feelings... Hahaha.. I hope you guys enjoy this book so far how i did... Like derr.. This is my book.. Hahaha.. -LynnaAmeliaa