Brother...

Suga? Yoongi Oppa?

"I think. I'll just go back to my room. You guys have fun..." I muttered as V pulled me for a hug. I looked around in search of Suga. But he was no where found. Come on Valentine. Cheer up. "You want me to... Follow you?" Wani suggested and the others agree. But i just seem to need the time alone. I shook my head and told them i'll be fine. "Okay just give me a call if you need anything alright." V kissed my forehead and let me go. 

Walking to the room i remembered the kiss i had just now and how i never wanted it to stop. Jumping onto my bed I buried my face in my pillow. What have i done... I stood and walked towards my wallet on the dressing mirror. I took out an old piece of paper from my wallet and began reading it...

Beautiful little sister,
By the time you read this... Oppa will already be far away... Yoongi oppa really sorry because yoongi oppa have to leave you. But oppa promise oppa will come back for you. Now stop crying. Wipe those tears... Or else oppa won't come back. If you want tp be someone in life... If you want to achieve something... If you want to win, always listen to your heart. And if even that doesn't give you any answers... Close your eyes and think of your parents. And then you will cross all the hurdles all your problems will vanish. Victory will be yours. Only yours. You will remember all this, won't you Valentine? Promise me you will take care of yourself. Stand up for yourself. Be strong. Okay? Promise? Just remember i love you. Very much. And i'll come back for you. Saranghae...

"Wae oppa? Wae? Why haven't you come back for me?" Tears rolled down my cheek and onto the paper. I clench the paper and move it to my heart. I feel it beat and i realize how much i miss and wish Yoongi Oppa will be here to face the problems with me. How he always does. I moved my hand to my neck and held the necklace that we both have and i could somehow feel his presence. I held onto it tighter and suddenly Suga's face flashed. "Suga... Where is he... Need to find him. Beach?" 

I wiped off the tears from my eyes and made my way to the beach. The gates are lock... Let's just give it a try. I pulled up the dress and climbed over the gate. Damn i regret this. I was stuck halfway through. "Need help?" A familiar voice offered me. I looked down and saw Suga chuckling. Right.... Very funny. "Me? Need help... Pshh.." I waved a hand at him with pride and ego still building up. He shrugged his shoulders and with hands in his pocket he walked away. "I saw spiders there just now. And they are big. Wooo real big."

I looked around and back to Suga after feeling uneasy... "Ahhh... Maybe i could use some help here..." He paused and turn to face me... "Nahh... I only offer once..." He turn back around and walk away. You gotta be kidding me! "Please?" I begged him and did a little of ageyo i always use on Yoongi... He turn and laughed before helping me down. Walking beside me, we both didn't say a word... Just enjoying the sound of clashing waves and the beautiful night sky. Quietly sitting down on the sand. I looked at him then away to the open sea.

With heavy weights on my shoulder, i hugged my legs and think of something to say. "Do you have anything to say to me?" He seems to notice and asked. "Why do you hate me so much when we meet?" I suddenly asked him and stared at his side face with curiosity. "I did. Only because i want you soo much." He replied short and simple before he was too lost for words... Releasing a big sigh i looked down to the sand. "Yoongi oppa always say-"

"Who is this Yoongi you always talk about?" He cut me short and looked at me. "You have always mention him to me." I smiled and look back to the sea. Then chuckling to myself. "Why are you laughing?" He looked at me now with annoyance in his eyes. "Yoongi oppa is my first love." I sighed and i watch as his reaction changed. "I'm just fooling around with you. His my brother." I punch his arm...

"Just... I don't remember his face." I realize my smile changed into a frown. I began telling him my life story and he seemed very interested. We smile. We laugh and he comforted me when i cried. Lastly when i rested my head on his shoulder i asked him a question that no one has the answer... "Yoongi oppa always says that he'll come back for me... But he never did. You know... Do you think he hates me too? Because like all he left me with was a piece of letter..."

I pass him the piece of letter that was abit crumpled. He seemed shock after reading the letter and clenched something in his pocket. "I miss him sooo much... And whenever i'm around you.. I feel. I feel like... I don't know." He stood up and walked away... Something seemed to drop from his pocket. And he didn't seem to realize it either. I was talking to myself all this time? I ran for him and picked up the thing that fell. "Pretty necklace."

I narrowed my eyebrow as i focused on the necklace. I pull out the necklace from my neck and compared mine with his. "Suga??? Yoongi Oppa??"  It's the exact same one. "Oppa-yah!" I ran and hugged him from the back... "Why are you running away from me? I don't want to lose you again... Please don't go... You promised you'll be back for me but where were you?" I hugged him tighter and begged him. "Why are you running away from me? Aren't you happy to meet me? Or do you hate me like eomma?"

He turn me around and place a finger on my lips in deny of hating me... He then moved his hands to my shoulder and whispered. A tear escaped his eyes and reached the sand with a thud. He picked my my right hand and place it on his heart.

"Because i'm in love with my sister...."
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Damn the story right now. I'm sorry if it seems like a rush.. Because i don't want you guys to lose hope... Come on.. Thanks for reading tho... Appreciate alot. Guess what?! There might be one idol appearing in this story for only a couple of chapters...Soo any idea on who i should put? Do comment alright.. Saranghae! -LynnaAmeliaa