Faded Ward

Daily!

"Good morning young lady." said the doctor, looking nervous. "How do you feel today?" "Feelin great!" I answered, putting on a fake smile.
He did notice my facial expressions, but he didn't seem to care and quickly slide his way out of the ward, as if I was a hungry monster, wanting to eat him up.
The atmosphere was always as quiet as usual; sometimes I really want to add some colors to the pale white walls... maybe bloody red
Loneness filled my soul, everything seem good on the outside but never really been that well. Moreover, stuck in the ward for 4 years makes have a new understanding of life. The more we deserve the more we lose.