Faded Ward

Diffrents!

I use to care about other's perceptions and
never get the chance to live my own life, never get to know human cruelty. An hour ago he said he loves you, after a second he left you with nothing but tears.
It seems that I have looked though the MEANING OF LIFE
Day by day as the clock ticks, closer and closer to the day I can leave this ward. Well, I don't really want to, but I can't stay here forever.
Wasting five years of my youth, I did calm down. However my personality, mentality changed. I am different from the old me, I am hopeless. How about suicide? Again...
I called in my nurse, a lovely young lady, who just graduated from university.
In a minute a slight knocking came from the door than she slipped in with a smile. She quickly opened the curtains before I could stop her action. A beam of light shines through the window, and then reflected by the walls.
"Ugh! It's hurting my eyes!" I yelled angrily at the innocent girl. She shrugged her shoulders and handed in my lunch. "Hey your patient is talking to you, can you just give me a bit of response? You know I am ..."
The girl slammed to door before I finished my sentence. I know I can't scare her away, as she is the only one who volunteered to look after me.