Path Of The Wind

Part 5: 《Two different Worlds》

Eunseo

Maybe it was because of my physical weaknesses and the blessings I've lost early in my life, that I came to build a strong mental state.

the kind of one that gave me power over all of my fears. I was free, wild, and chaotic.

These three traits resigned deep inside of me only a world of those all together came and found me very easily, a world surrounded by darkness, paved with meaningless paths inhabited by humans full of lust and desires, people who were so alike in so many aspects.

Since the day I left the town, I've never met the opposite world again where I lived repressed, the boring world where light strikes every corner and causes blindness.

Commitments, attachments, and limits weren't part of me either, but they all grew for my torment somehow, the distance I chose to take and my long for those special individuals I had in my life exploded to show me the need I didn't think would ever miss again.

Sadly, it didn't include Adem and Mirae, so I've been catching up with Mom instead.

the way she changed so prettily could give me maybe the answer I was looking for, to start over and to focus on what I had in my hand.

I was ready to follow, discover, and experience what made her the way she was.

She was the only one for me and I was part of her, relying on each other was bonded to happen instantly, like a child who takes over his parents, they could never do wrong if they listened, so in a world full of daylight, I intended to launch my start here as a shadow, passive and quiet, merely unnoticed but still present in the day rather at night.

I was willing to experience every new thing that was offered to me because at this point I didn't do it out of love but the other way around, it was for the sole purpose of finding it, in a place, a hobby, a person or anything, it didn't matter to me if it could fill the void of my heart.

Based on that, we went together to church, and during those visits, I met some friends who weren't the ones I came back for but transmitted some of the unfulfilling needs in friendship, ease, care, and a sense of belonging to some extent. These people were Sooah and Min jae , a female of a 160 cm of hight with wavy short chocolate hair that rest right above her shoulder , a neat frange covering her forehead and youthful adorable face that had no trace of make up , the vibes she was giving were too gentle and serene, Sooah was cheerful and talkative and she was part of the church since forever while Min Jae in the other hand was new to it , he a chill cold blooded dude of a 180 cm was following Sooah like a guardian angel everywhere, Min Jae was someone that didn't seem to have any fear, and liked to explore, he had a high bridge nose , with almond eyes and a naturally messy dark hair that suited him well.

The church bathed in light, streaming in from a ceiling of glass, casting an ethereal glow upon the carved walls adorned with intricate art. It felt as though I was surrounded by diamonds and gold. Amidst the waves of attendees, I found a seat and listened to the lullaby that filled the space. The words or sounds were indecipherable, a blend that seemed both human and otherworldly.

I noticed the two men in plain clothes escorting a woman out of the sacred space. She seemed neither compliant nor resistant, there was an unsettling hollowness to her eyes, as if some vital spark had been extinguished; Trailing behind with fretful steps was a friend, her face contorted with worry.

"She is not being herself," the friend fretted, her words tumbling out in anxious spurts. "I don't know what's wrong with her. But please, let me escort her out."

The two men shared a resigned sigh before one regarded the friend with an inscrutable look. He spoke in a measured tone carrying the weight of oft-repeated words