Maybe, Someday (Hosie, Legacies)

A Family Affair || Part-2

Lunchtime didn't come as quickly as Hope wanted it to. She needed to make sure that Josie was okay after her brief outburst at breakfast. Lizzie had texted her during second period to tell her that things were fine. But she still had to see it for herself to believe it.

When they were all sitting together at the table, Josie addressed the group.

"I owe you all an apology. I don't even know why I was so upset this morning. I just haven't been feeling myself today and well, I talked to Emma earlier. She said that these things take time, which I know. But she said that it's important that I feel safe enough to express myself...even when I don't do it the right way. She said that when I stop hiding my emotions and start to process or analyze them...then eventually I can respond to situations more appropriately. So, I guess...I just want to thank you all for being patient with me and for providing me with a space that I do feel safe in. Or as safe as possible given the circumstances."

They all hugged her and waved off her apology. But they also made sure to acknowledge that they heard what she had to say and let her know that everything she felt was valid, but they agreed that she did have to work on expressing those feelings in better ways. Because that's what friends do, Hope learned. They had each other's back, for all things big and small. And they didn't judge. And sometimes they fought, but it was always from a place of love.

Hope walked with Josie to class. "Before you say anything...you kissing me did not at all affect my sudden identity crisis. Okay? That's not on you. And for the record, I think I do like girls. I'm pretty sure of it. So...maybe the kiss helped me to discover that side of myself. If so, I guess I owe you a thank you."

Josie remained silent during Hope's admission as they walked leisurely to class. When they got to the classroom, the brunette stopped and faced Hope.

"My reaction this morning was in no way a dismissal of your revelation or even a rejection of that part of you." She touched Hope's wrist, the one with the bracelet. "I meant it when I told you that I respect and accept every part of you. This recent self discovery is just another aspect of that." She kissed Hope's wrist, then smiled at her. "I adore everything about you, Hope Mikaelson. And I love to learn each new thing and anything you're willing to share with me. But also...I never want you to feel like you're obligated to tell me anything. Keeping parts of yourself to yourself...it isn't lying, Hope. Remember that. We're both entitled to our own thoughts and feelings, and whether or not we do share them with each other or anyone...they are still valid regardless."

Hope took a shaky breath as she nodded in agreement. "I know. But I like you knowing things about me." She frowned. "I like being the one to share them with you though...I didn't like being outed without my consent."

Josie nodded rapidly. "I told Lizzie that. Yelled at her actually. And I plan to have a stern talking with Penelope as well."

"You don't have to do that. I appreciate it. And I understand that they didn't mean any harm. I just...I wanted to be the one who tells you things about myself...when I'm ready to do so."

The bell rang while they both stood there staring at each other.

"Shit." Hope muttered.

"You think you'll get detention?"

"Honestly, I don't care."

"Me either."

Josie hugged Hope to her chest and whispered in her ear. "I'm proud of you, Hope. And even though it wasn't how you wanted it to happen, or when...I want to say that you trusting us with this...you've come a long way. And yeah, I'm really proud."