Once Blinded by delusions he comes to grip with what could never be as each morning dawned upon his fragile being with unnecessary thoughts fading from his mind similar to the light in his life that once brought him exquisite joy now extinguish.
Times change and so as he. The past mostly forgotten and his memories now distorted and corrupted by the passage of time are no longer reliable as they only show case the Fabrications upon which he fondly reminisces knowing this truth he continues to fabricate memories.
As if at death's door memories sealed away so long ago give way like a now collapse cave with no choice but to venture further into this sequential system of tunnels with an unrelenting fear of what's to come and the odd sensation of all the paths that could possibly be choosen to endure will inevitably lead to a guaranteed end result.
Our beloved protagonist ventures forth never bothering to leave any signs that he's been here before as his instincts tell him that it's pointless to even try.
Venturing forth into this abyss he never stubs his toes moving forth as if he knew this place by heart as though he's been here before. This dimly lit cave offers no real sense of direction alone with his thoughts but this cannot be real any sane person would have already lost their marbles being alone with one thoughts for so long is truly a torturous event. It's why we crave friends, companionship. When we are alone. We will inevitably come face to face with ourselves, our reflections.
Truly the most frightening thing a person could ever experienced is being alone with one thoughts. Being our own critic,our own enemy yet even the thought that maybe one day we can become our own friend a pillar of strength seems impossible. It's much easier to place this burden on someone else. This else being our role model naturally but our protagonist seems unfazed, unhinged, unsane .
Truly a remarkable young sociopath in the making. Aww a modern day maniac unaffected by his standing in life. Unafflicted by social protocol. Truly a marvel. What a wonderfully weird someone we can all aspire to copy.
Our beloved idiotic protagonist is doom to die but will shine ever so brightly in this grimm tale of how he met his demise.